laalaalaa~

dose 148: **20 Nov 2005

2005-09-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

INTRUDER ALERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this's urgent. does anyone know how to plant an explorer user prompt for password to gain access here??! pls drop me a msg via friendster fast if u do, thks thks thks! else i might have to pack and shift again!

help me strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 147: speak of the devil

2005-09-27T02:52:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

lcg examination was held in the afternoon. it feels like all the studying went down the drain... urghh kill me please!!!

were chatting bout xc and xt when we noticed they were walking just behind us! wonder if they overheard anything haa. =) btw we actually went up and down t1a as we couldn't locate the exact site of the tutorial room hehh.

... retarded winnie blasted the ladies with her almost-cannot-make-it vocal~.

"i was born to love u, with every single beat of my heart

yes i was born to take care of u honey, every single day

... ... ...

u were made for me, u're my ecstasy

if i were given any opportunity awww, i'll kill for ya love~

... ... ...

[momma joined in here!] i wanna love u, i love every little thing about u

i wanna love u love u love u baby

... ... ...

born to love u born to love u

every single day, of my life,"

... dalee couldn't stop laughing ho!

qiuling accompanied me to the stadium after that... zj offered to take care of my belongings while i put on the appropriate gear~. we then approached an uncle to ask whether he had some loose change with him. unfortunately the locker we picked didn't work [AGAIN] grrr... gotta shove my stuff in one of the empty compartments beneath~. carried out the 2.4km run and bought strawberry ice blended to quench my thirst before heading home. so much so for the workout. =P

buhbye strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 146: 暧昧

2005-09-23T02:06:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i say ecml paper's the easiest among the other two which we've had in the past one week. gee momma dalee and i had fun gauging each other's karma before the commencement of every semestral assessment [of couse, urs truly always end up faring the lowest since that woman finds fault with almost everything~].

alighted before clementi interchange to acquire several items from fairprice. qiuling who took another bus gave chase from behind and handed me a pressie hehh. went to update my bankbook next.

received a belated greeting frm wasted at night! was surprised he still remembered it, ohh wasted wasted wasted... =)

... gonna go swimming tmr!

take care strawb!

PS: caught the music video of the song below from 100%-entertainment earlier on, haa show's cute~.

暧昧 [杨丞琳]

只能陪你到这里毕竟有些事不可以

超过了友情还不到爱情远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣想太多是我还是你

我很不服气也开始怀疑

眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据

何时该前进何时该放弃连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心直到等待失去意义

无奈我和你写不出结局

放遗憾的美丽停在这里

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PSS: ah.huay's got a visitor at home and it's actually this white doggie with big round eyes!!! must be fun accommodating the perky lil' one huhh. =P

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 145: 花园 [EDITED]

2005-09-21T23:01:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

birthdays hold a special meaning for me; it's the time of the year where i carry out deeper reflections of happenings over the past 12months; mini self-appraisal i call it~. i like to measure how much stronger i've grown, both mentally and physically. =)

my life's been amazing so far. the grades were fine in my primary school years and i remember i used to be rather fascinated with the train station at redhill since pink was my favourite color... ended up travelling there almost everyday throughout my secondary education haa. it was a blessing in disguise that i was posted to cgs; picked up so much stuff and was transformed into the all-rounder which i thought i could never be~. ohh the institution certainly did a terrific job in development of the students' integrity as well.

perhaps raging hormones were overwhelming and i turned really mean towards my family members ['cept for daedae], so much so that mommy arranged for a counsellor in attempt to tame rebellious winnie [shhh, haven't told anybody regarding the darkest secret of mine]. of course i didn't let her succeed i got chongy to pass off as me and gave the fella a dressing down over the phone~. thought they failed to understand me but gathered i better tone down alittle before landing myself into greater trouble.

kc and i engaged in this highly expensive pastime which took up most of our nights, neverthless the social circle was widened by a number of soccer fields~. though not indicated expressly, it's deemed a taboo to talk about entering a polytechnic when u could serve the common two-year sentence with a decent L1R5... i'm so glad we beat it-- didn't regret my choice of studies [however if i were given a second chance i wouldn't hesitate to position marketing as my first option... not that i enjoy advertising and promotions; the skills taught're more relevant in the long run compared to supply chain management's].

while waiting for school to begin i took on several temporary assignments... posed as a document scanning assistant for trusted hub limited, administrative assistant with keppel land international limited, receptionist in pioneer electronics asiacentre apart from project assistant at ac nielsen. there's the wonderful mall near my place [which was eventually bought over by capitaland retail] too! my record was holding three jobs at once; one during weekdays, another in the evenings while weekends were burnt for the third. why so ks u may ask, well dad'll probably be all down and out if i were to continue asking money from him~. till now i still work here and there on an ad hoc basis whenever my schedule allows; pooh bear spends alot and prefers paying from her own pocket so self-discipline could be exercised should da heart starts to bleed.

over the years i've learnt that when things backfire, the ones who provide u with unconditional support to fall back on'll always be the few at home, period. realised i was in the wrong previously hence i decided to face my folks with a brand new attitude. i've also become more cautious with my words. i speak what people like to hear and carry a tactful approach when asked to give my two cents worth.

i'm a modern girl but i fold in half so easily... behind the loud person whom u laugh along merrily with lives a quiet figure within... much as i seem lighthearted on the outside, there're a thousand and one concerns inside which i ain't sharing... u know, i've actually had my mind made up in nine outta the ten times i shrug smile and comment "i'm easy,"... i may be steadfast in handling many issues but i'm definitely most capricious when dealing with matters of the heart; i wanna make sure it's forever... in short i appreciate infernal affairs very muchie. to add on i'm a very selfish person by nature i only want the best for those around me. needless to say they get all my attention as well [can't really be bothered with the rest frankly]. come near me with an ulterior motive and i'll kick ya to pluto~.

... i often wonder how different life would be if we could turn back the time cuz i wanna frame my stay on earth an even more worthwhile one. what if... what if... what if... but then again da beautiful moments wouldn't appear as precious if we're able to conduct take-twos or more~.

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goped the url of this funny agie test from dalee! haa she's pretty seasoned as well~.

think that's about it. as usual, special thks to special peeps for da greetings and pressies... u know who u're!

gee i'm gonna try fixing mr.tycoking and ms.yip up. the former's one cool dude while the latter's a sweet demure lady, laalaalaa~. have to first ascertain the relationship status of the female party though, if it's successful i might consider running such an agency someday. =P

note to self: must play a proactive role in maintaining friendship with the more spontaneous pals. greetings via sms aren't enough; occasional calls and meet ups should do the trick.

i love my strawberry sweeetheart it's got gelatin over strawberry mousse followed by this layer of yellow sponge cake covered with choco fudge~. choco sponge falls as da base... thankie thks and muacks! =)

花园 [梁静茹]
时间让痛苦不停都沉淀
怀念让真的心情再浮现
我有太多感觉必需再见一面
不能好聚好散的爱会让心终结
离别不代表我们以前
谎言有些时候也许是体贴
你用泪光回应我的真诚谅解
阴天我们都有艳阳天

你是心中的花园

经常开玫瑰偶而飘落叶

爱在心中的花园

种满想念留住一个季节

纪念我曾勇敢满身伤痛扬起笑脸

安静地站在幸福前

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

sweet dreams strawb!

PS: happy happy birthday serene philene and irene [all the ene-s huhh] besides myself~...

may all good things come our way, cheers!

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**16 nov 2005: posted a half-polished draft of the above by accident last night and when i discovered bout it da meter has already skipped by 10reads URGHH!!! should u've caught the nosso perfect side of the author, kindly close ur eyes and repeat the following after me--

"i did not visit winnie's bloggie last night,

i did not visit winnie's bloggie last night,

i did not visit winnie's bloggie last night,"

... chant it for at least a hundred times, please!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 144: shrewd's the word

2005-09-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

... ??!

ohh man, english's been taken to a higher level~!

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You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

How Machiavellian Are You?

night night strawb!
PS: 1day to...
!!
t there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 143: take a peep!

2005-09-19T09:28:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

1-- my prized posters [they're all over da room!]

2-- roses which're still drying well after five years. had to dispose ma daisies away as they were attracting flies of all kinds urghh

3-- mini denim cardi for teddies... from kenny!

4-- gifts from friends [huibing cp qiuling and candice]

5-- me when four years old??

6-- radio doggie, crescent graduation 2002

7-- cgs x-country 2002, third position for secondary4 category... i was one of the representatives for bronte house [as u can see it's now become a mini holder for my clips]

8-- cgs x-country 2000, runners top50

9-- name magnet from kay!

10-- "roses are red, violets are blue, how can i say no to somebody like u??"

11-- accessories box with motif of my favourite fruit

12-- fasio nc852!!!

13-- told ya i adore myself very muchie

14-- my first bottle of alcoholic drink! well not exactly; i merely drank one quarter of it and returned the rest to chongy cuz i found it too bitter haa

15-- ornament from my classmates in sp year one

16-- this glow-in-the-dark duckie of mine turns really bright when lights're out
ohiyo strawb!

PSS: 2days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 142: on love and romance

2005-09-18T02:39:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

dalee hasn't gotten over her ex. it's been almost half a year or so and it upsets us that she's still feeling down, yet we can't comment much since both parties're very friends of ours; at any rate, to meet to love and then to part, is one of the saddest thing to a human heart. hope she recovers from the ache soon, for too long of agony doesn't do one good... love ain't supposed to be fair in the first place, we should let go if we want the best for our beloved~.

i like to see my beau as my spouse in future, but should he finds it hard to commit i'll respect his decision of backing out from the relationship cuz i don't want da less-than-a-hundred percent devotion. i wish him well and better myself for the next romance.

after all the highs and lows, i've come to conceived that besides my dearest daedae and the others at home, i might very well be only in love with love itself [yes yes yes, i'm so fond of myself i'm not sharing it with another soul]. till i figure the need to settle down once more, perhaps it ain't that bad staying a swinging single. ;)

... And there's a danger in loving somebody too much

And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch

There's a reason why people don't stay who they are

Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

... 我明白太放不开你的爱太熟悉你的关怀

分不开想你算是安慰还是悲哀

而现在就算时针都停摆就算生命像尘埃

分不开我们也许反而更相信爱

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

whoohoo it's mr.teng's birthday today, while mom and dad're celebrating their 22nd wedding anniversary!!!
so long strawb!

PS: just wanna let u know that we'll always be there for ya; give us a tinkle if u can't get to zzz at night [maybe u can ring currychicken at 6*** 3006 first cuz LB at 6*** 8006's not as good with words], love love.

ohh, another thing-- timebomb has boldly suggested attending dinner-for-sixes in future; momma says she'll go if i lead haa, do join us if u're keen. =P

PSS: 3days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 141: d&d [iii]

2005-09-17T12:48:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

headed school for free access in the library, met bossie at suntec in the evening and we sat outside tower5 while waiting for our beloved eayy [who was earlier on engaged in her beauty nap at home] to travel to jb [!!]. chatted abit with mr.song and he shared with me some of his experiences on the road and how auto cars tend to come in handier than their manual counterparts in the long run. =)

dinner was at country manna before we marched toward millenia walk. coffee club was closed hence we crossed over to marina square and settled for dessert at anderson's... i tell u i was thoroughly disappointed with their single fondue [let's hit max brenner soon momma!!!]~.

eayy darling filled waiwai in with 101ways of keeping a relationship going; hope he managed to grasp the essence hehh. btw his partner's pretty sweet looking!

had initially lots [on what that's not displayed up my online diary] to inform the company but was all of a sudden at a loss as to where should i begin from. 2005 A.D has certainly been a griping one for me and it didn't help when we failed to conduct d&d-s proper in the past one-and-a-one-over-six year... in fact i felt alittle awkward last night i wonder was it me or were those the extended differences of ours??

... eayy and i're poles apart in our character; she fancies roses tulips and lilies while i've a thing for daisies; white daisies to be more exact [gee but i prefer to receive roses cuz the former decomposes when kept past a certain short period of time]. eayy's like the busiest girlfriend of mine... so much so that i hardly talk to her bout my life-- though fulfilling, it's nothing compared to her daily dashes of exciting encounters~. call me a scaredy cat or whatever; i worry somehow things might find their way to the ears of mrs.lee i guess it's better to leave 'em unsaid. =/

still, we're grateful to monster.song for squeezing a couple of hours outta his hectic schedule to laugh along with the wacky princesses~... mmm did i mention that i only wanna pop in joaquim for steamboat buffet with the both of them one day [sorry i didn't really mean it if i've ever brought up the same matter to my other chums previously... u know i always set aside distinctive makan places for various buddy cliques]?? =)

alrighty folks, the most eligible bachelor's been taken and deemed jubilantly blessed in good hands. best wishes to da man!

see ya strawb!

PS: happy birthday weili!!!

PSS: 4days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 140: it takes two to lie

2005-09-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

temped at nec once again; this time from 1330 to 1800hrs.

forgot to lug along my GBE notes with me hence i sat in a daze while the clock went ticking away every second~...

btw i caught dalee at the bus stop!!!

there was the very enchanting prince-turns-froggie show on channel.u at night, and i received a call from aunty patricia. =) am always thrilled each time i notice her no. flashing on the screen of my panasonic x400-- the lady has loadsa lobang on earning quick bucks i swear. rang eayy and kc immediately since both of them're users of starhub broadband; also sms-ed vonne vonne and momma to check if they were keen. =P

chatted with eayy again past 1am and only turned in 180minutes later, all thanks to the late commencement of my FM revision~.

well well, it takes two to lie; one to tell it and the other to do the entertaining--

... above with credits to the legendary mandrake. =P

afternoon strawb!

PS: 5days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 139: the multiple intelligences test

2005-09-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

see where're u most brilliant at! they've got linguistic logical/ mathematical personal physical social and visual/ spatial intelligences in all. =P

evening strawb!

PS: 6days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 138: cookie monster

2005-09-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

my class had a combine FM revision tutorial with another from tourism studies~. dalee shimei and wati taught me how to use the financial calculator and i met kc down her place to fetch the oreos now i can deep-fry them as and when the craving knocks!

handed a box of mooncakes to the CMO in the evening and collected my gift for dad. we had an enjoyable steamboat session back at home! =)

zzz tight strawb!
PS: happy birthday daddy! =P

PSS: 7days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 137: born to love u [EDITED]

2005-09-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

visited the market with mommy in the morning and dropped by the swimming complex after that [was running out of my tan u see].

a random conversation with mrs.lee on our way to bukit batok--

"mom how come we hardly've any mooncakes this year?"

"bring ur boyfriends home and get them to fetch us one box each then,"

"............"

the song from takuya kimura's pride show keeps on repeating in my head; i think it's really cool hehh.

I Was Born To Love You [QUEEN]

I was born to love you

With every single beat of my heart

Yes I was born to take care of you

Every single day

I was born to love you

With every single beat of my heart

Yes I was born to take care of you

Every single day of my life

You are the one for me

I am the man for you

You were made for me

You're my ecstasy

If I was given every opportunity

I'd kill for your love

So take a chance with me

Let me romance with you

I'm caught in a dream

And my dream's come true

It's so hard to believe

This is happening to me

An amazing feeling

Comin through

I wanna love you

I love every little thing about you

I wanna love you love you love you

Born - to love you

Yes I was born to love you

Born - to love you

Every single day - of my life

An amazing feeling

Coming through

Yes I was born to love you

Every single day of my life

Go I love you babe

Yes I was born to love you

I wanna love you love you love you

I wanna love you

I get so lonely lonely lonely

Yeah I want to love you

Yeah give it to me

goodnight strawb!

PS: i've this ulcer in my mouth which causes me pain whenever i brush my teeth!

PSS: happy birthday wasted!!! =)

PSSS: 8days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 136: click click click

2005-09-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

walked to four leaves bakery and ordered a cakie for daddy's forty-eighth. =) then i realised i didn't carry my ez-link along with me so i had to dig for coins when i boarded bus105. ya know, they charge u more when pay by cash. =(

bumped into wasted at the central library in school; he wasn't sure on how to go bout borrowing books so we figured the procedures together haa.

received an e-card from rach... awww i sooo love her. hey u're reading this aren't u babe?? all the best for both cases! ;)

... free access-ed till 6pm when i should be mugging hard for the semestral papers. btw the roast chicken mayo sandwich from fc2 tasted superb, laalaalaa~.

for those who need to take a break or two from ur stack of notes, u might wanna tap ur mouse here. just don't jump and scream at me for taking up ur precious time alright?? =P

buhbye strawb!

PS: happy happy birthday bossie!!!

PSS: 9days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 135: quick one

2005-09-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

woke up early in the morning to've dimsum with daddy mommy and rachel at queens townclub. were all very very full after the hearty meal hehh. =)

proceeded to u2 citylink to get myself a bright yellow tank top with discount vouchers from ivan. also picked up two similar ones for my sis; one in pink and the other in dark purple. and at last i came across this vintage ring which i've been scouting high and low for at one of the trendy push carts available in the basement of raffles city, three cheers!

rushed back home to drop my purchases and off i ran to the information counter to assist from 1700 to 2200hrs. the security uncle mentioned something flattering, then he felt so old cuz he's watched me grow for the past two years plus... haa yea, gonna be my third year with the mall when december comes, boy how time flies!

gee it's really fun to read mr.teng's bloggie, but the songs on air tonight're disappointing~.

take care strawb!

PS: need simple translation for ur text?? try it! =P

PSS: 10days to...
!!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 134: 花季

2005-09-10T15:06:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

helped out at TA in the afternoon! was late so i flagged down a cab along the main road. engaged in some mail sorting, document zapping as well as simple data entry. =) also performed my favourite shredding hee. ms. peggy and company offered me a piece of greentea mooncake before i left. have never adored anything in that flavour until i sent the sweet mini pastry in my mouth... it really got my opinion changed cuz there wasn't a trace of jasmine extract detected [that's usually added to bring da zest out]. =P

dinner was a looong one with michelle at country manna suntec city, where i tendered half the number of the f&b vouchers i had with me. we decided to settle for dessert at our favourite secret recipe after some light shopping as we continued to gossip; ms.wang ordered a marbled cheese while mine was an expresso one. =) trudged back the train station since we were both tired by the time we stepped out of dorothy perkins~...

reached home at 2330hrs!

good day strawb!

PS: they say marriages last forever when couples unite on 9th september i wonder how true is that~...

花季 [可米小子]
[钧璨] 眼前飘过几朵白色蒲公英
夏夜仿佛有了下雪的凉意 BABY
[少宗] 榕树底下开了一株白茉莉
听你说着花语隐藏的秘密 LOVELY

[三人] 没你的花季没有你的世界里
[传一] 孤寂闻不到香气
[三人] 有你的花季爱情开在花田里
[庭伟] 甜蜜全部都给你
[东靖] 有阳光雨水和空气混合着泥土的气息
埋一棵种子给你
[合] 陪你去看花季色彩满天满地
你爱的我会努力学习聊成话题
陪你去看花季闭上眼睛呼吸
一直到落花下成雨抱着你
[传一] 你像玫瑰站在透明的水瓶
让我变成陪衬你的满天星 QUEEN
[庭伟] 为爱灌溉从现在开始不休息
就像拥有仙人掌的生命力 MY DREAM

[三人] 没你的花季没有你的世界里

[东靖] 孤寂闻不到香气

[三人] 有你的花季爱情开在花田里

[少宗] 甜蜜全部都给你

[钧璨] 有阳光雨水和空气混合着泥土的气息

埋一棵种子给你

[合] 陪你去看花季色彩满天满地

你爱的我会努力学习聊成话题

陪你去看花季闭上眼睛呼吸

一直到落花下成雨抱着你

陪你去看花季色彩满天满地

你爱的我会努力学习聊成话题
陪你去看花季闭上眼睛呼吸

一直到落花下成雨抱着你

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PSS: 11days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 133: 一追再追

2005-09-09T10:18:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

did the personality test [oops i forgot to save da url!] with ahhuei during mr.ed-is-on's SCM tutorial~.

... and we belong to the same species!

... ho it's so and very true!!!

mr. conrad forgot to sum up fifty percent of my LCG semestral score along with my fellow group members'. we had to hijack ws' tutorial in order to enquire the blur king~.

kudos to momma and dalee-- they identified the five major turn-winnie-offs without having urs truly to point them out herself. yes yes, immediate failure goes to peeps who shake their legs alot [how unsightly can they get!], color their mane and pick their noses [!!]. those who live by playing mahjong [or any other form of unhealthy gambling] and leave their cutlery on the table after use're just as terrible. we then marked xc against the standards listed and found out that he's actually... erm nosso perfect afterall~. he shouldn't have soaked his head in blonde dye he looks great in black... nevertheless dalee thinks he now resembles some overpriced teddy bear cuz his hair's superly duperly soft. =P

then they figured that i might secretly adore teacher's pet since the smartie's older, puts on shades of the earth tone and resides near tg estate haa. well it could be true for all u know, i'm not telling. =)

some day i'll construct a bulletin on my-sassy-boyfriend just like that of the singapore traffic police class 3 driving test assessment, with additional bonus points awarded to males who don't mind my horrendous burps nor wicked laughter gee. he doesn't have to be dashing in terms of his appearance; it won't hurt if he's loaded, but it's perfectly fine if he's not... we can always earn the bread and plan our finances together. i'd often wish for my spouse to be that of a down-to-earth virgoan... cancerians're not bad too. =) but of course zodiac signs play an insignificant role when u know the one's... well the one~.

alrighty, that's when i've the time lahh... gonna finish the 100 random facts of myself first [i generated a tad too many of 'em it's a headache 'vin to select only hundred out of the lot]. my second priority would be to edit the template of strawb, guess i'll probably squeeze in more pictures on the default side of the page hehh. btw were u surprised to hear a midi loading from the blog?? =) hee it's with courtesy of kc, who had also very kindly helped regulate the file before uploading it to her geocities account [thks thks thks!], laalaalaa. =P

headed popular bookstore along fc5 to purchase a casio fc 100v and submitted my timesheets to belinda for endorsement when classes were over. haa we ended up chatting in the conference room! replenished daedae's groceries at the hypermarket and grabbed a couple of bedsheets for chongy and myself [had previously bought two sets for my parents; rachel's bed was custom-made so normal linens won't fit~] at the upholstery fair!
... placed a letter 's' at the back of qiuling's name in an sms by accident and was thus referred to as winnies after that. doesn't sound that bad huhh?? =)

cya strawb!

一追再追 [永邦]
这一生拼命的追追到尽头为了谁

我却为了你在乎为爱贪图

剧情不断的重复陷入爱的迷雾

脑海里的每一幕爱恨交蹴

回忆的追逐已渐渐模糊

无情的残酷当爱已落幕

才渐渐清楚谁曾为我哭

一追再追不停寻找生命里每分每秒

却遗失你的好原来多么可笑

一追再追回忆不停的旋转将我围绕

我向上天祷告想念你的笑再看一次也好

这一生拼命的追追到尽头为了谁
我却为了你在乎为爱贪图
剧情不断的重复陷入爱的迷雾
脑海里的每一幕爱恨交蹴
回忆的追逐已渐渐模糊
无情的残酷当爱已落幕
才渐渐清楚谁曾为我哭
一追再追不停寻找生命里每分每秒
却遗失你的好原来多么可笑
一追再追回忆不停的旋转将我围绕
我向上天祷告想念你的笑再看一次也好

一追再追不停寻找生命里每分每秒

却遗失你的好原来多么可笑

一追再追回忆不停的旋转将我围绕

我向上天祷告想念你的笑再看一次也好

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

the song's ranked top ten in ma all-time favourites; many prefer the cantonese version alas i'm clueless bout the dialect!

PS: 12days to...

!!
But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 132: the ultimate marketing gig!

2005-09-08T09:10:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

burglarised: http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/4204412.stm hehh. =)

ohiyo strawb!

PS: 13days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 131: lethargic [EDITED]

2005-09-07T23:14:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

work at NEC was not too bad. the IT engineers there're definitely a bunch of lookers but ninety-nine percent of such're rotten inside notwithstanding the gender i swear. u should've seen how they nonchalantly shirk the responsibility on their part by coming up with terms from mars [??!] in dismissing eight out of ten customers who walk in with faulty gadgets. it sucked to watch the disappointed parties exit away with their stuff unrepairable. =/

anyways my wage for the day's just enough for me to acquire a financial calculator which my ah.foo's been painstakingly promoting about. =P dropped by ntuc clementi to procure a tub of choco ice cream when i knocked off. sabrina and i were contemplating to claim more from sweelian for last minute assignments in future~.

sugar sugar dreams strawb!

PS: there were complaints from neighbours upstairs that miumiu left her poo outside their doors!

PSS: 14days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 130: beep beep

2005-09-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i failed my driving practical.

ohh yes i did, despite signing up for five revision classes prior to the test.

safety checks were missing everywhere, and i caused the car approaching from the major road to slow down since my u-turn wasn't quick enough; eight demerit points were parcelled out for that~. i swore the level of my confidence rose as high as the swissotel when i ended my warm up-- the test route ten which was assigned to urs truly's one of the easier courses around...

yet i had to screw it. =(

felt alot better after weeping over the phone big time with the u-know-who-u're. a big thank-u to denise dearie who dropped me smses all the way from melbourne, alas she can't make it to return this christmas as she gotta prepare for her entry to uni [miss ya miss ya miss ya!], momma and dalee who've been rooting for me since forever, prisca alicia and hotdate who took the effort to remember my test, last but not least the members of the lee household who always stand by me when skies turn grey. cousin teng's msg arrived a day earlier, really appreciate that~.

i'm sorry i've let everybody down. promise i'll strive harder in my second attempt come early december. =l

... things aren't sailing smoothly on rach's side of late. hope she's able to claim whatever's rightfully hers.

sweet dreams strawb!

PS: 15days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 129: how romantic are u??

2005-09-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

Grab a piece of paper and number it 1-11. View your results only after you have completed the test.

1. What shade of hair do you have?

a) Dark

b) Light

2. When out on a date would you want to:

a) Go to a party

b) Go out to eat

3. What is your favorite color?

a) Baby pink

b) Yellow

c) Baby blue

d) Turquoise

4. Pick your favorite hobby out of:

a) Surfing

b) Skate-Boarding

c) Skiing

5. If you could select a store of the following which would it be?

a) Louie Vuitton

b) Coach

c) Against All Odds

6. Where would you like to be seen hanging out at?

a) Hawaii

b) London

c) Florida

7. In the summer would you rather go to:

a) A beach

b) Somewhere away from the crowd

8. Which is the month of your birthday?

a) January

b) February

c) March

d) April

e) May

f) June

g) July

h) August

i) September

j) October

k) November

l) December

9. Would you rather:

a) Chill at home

b) Head out with friends

10. Which is your favorite instrument?

a) Guitar

b) Bass guitar

c) Drums

d) The triangle

11) Name a person of the opposite gender:

_ _ _ _ _ _ _

Check your score below!

1. a. Dark= Sexy ( 5 )

b. Light = Sweet ( 2 )

2. a. Go to a party = Playful ( 2 )

b. Go out to eat = Romantic ( 5 )

3. a. Baby pink = Cute ( 2 )

b. Yellow = Loud ( 3 )

c. Baby blue = Cool ( 5 )

d. Turquoise = Sexy ( 5 )

4. a. Surfing = Active ( 2 )

b. Skateboarding = Determined ( 2 )

c. Skiing = Daring ( 5 )

5. a. Louie Vuitton = Tasteful ( 7 )

b. Coach = Laid back ( 2 )

c. Against all odds = Stylish ( 5 )

6. a. Hawaii = You like being around people ( 2 )

b. London = You are quiet, and like the cold ( 2 )

c. Florida = You like to party ( 5 )

7. a. A beach = Tan, enjoys the sun ( 5 )

b. Somewhere away from the crowd = Pale and original ( 2 )

8. a. January = Popular ( 5 )

b. February = Lovely ( 2 )

c. March = Loud ( 2 )

d. April = Playful ( 5 )

e. May = Happy ( 5 )

f. June = Chills a lot ( 5 )

g. July = Smooth ( 2 )

h. August = Fun ( 5 )

i. September = Quiet ( 2 )

j. October = Out-going ( 2 )

k. November = Pimpin' it ( 5 )

l. December = Warm ( 2 )

9. a. Home = Quiet and romantic ( 5 )

b. Go out with friends = Crazy ( 5 )

10. a. Guitar = Eye-catching ( 5 )

b. Bass-guitar = Mellow ( 2 )

c. Drums = Loud ( 2 )

d. Triangle = Crazy ( 5 )

11. You have fallen or will probably fall in love with the person!

Up to 17 = Not romantic

18-20 = Moderately romantic

21-35 = Rather romantic

36 and above = Super Romantic

take care strawb!

PS: happy happy birthday weiying!

PSS: 16days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 128: 全世界失眠

2005-09-04T11:21:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

went market-ing with mommy early in the morning. we had breakfast at the usual coffeeshop where i fed my hungry bod with two pratas; one kosong and the other with an egg hehh. ran into mabel outside fairprice! =)

assisted michelle in the office when evening came and by the time we ventured in secret recipe for dinner it was already nearing 2130hrs. the chicken kebab which i ordered wasn't quite up to grade [!!], but the sweet course served later on made up well for it. i love my cheese cappuccino-ed; it tastes equally divine when berried with rasp or straw!!! michelle prefers hers to be plain though. =P besides standing the treat [she's been promoted three cheers~! ] ms.wang chauffeured me home via cab again, boy do i love her. =)

realised channel u was playing the funeral march and i only managed to catch 15min of the film towards the end urghh!!!!!! still, tears gushed down my cheeks knowing xiaoduan'd depart the world~...

the theme song's just as moving--

全世界失眠 [陈奕迅]

想起我不完美　你会不会逃离我生命的范围

想着你的滋味　我会不会把这个枕头变得甜美

想起白天的约会　忘了晚上的咖啡

只怕感情如潮水　远离我梦中的堡垒

一个人失眠　全世界失眠

无辜的街灯　守候明天

幸福的失眠　只是因为害怕闭上眼

如何想你想到六点　如何爱你爱到终点

想我的时候　你会不会好像我一样不能睡

想像你的暧昧　我会不会数不到绵羊一双一对

想起白天的约会　忘了晚上的咖啡

只怕感情如潮水　远离我梦中的堡垒

一个人失眠　全世界失眠

无辜的街灯　守候明天

幸福的失眠　只是因为害怕闭上眼

如何想你想到六点

一个人失眠　全世界失眠

幸福的失眠　只是因为害怕闭上眼

如何想你想到六点　如何爱你爱到终点

如何爱你爱到终点

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

buhbye strawb!
PS: i still think of you, but i've to move on.

PSS: 17days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 127: found it!

2005-09-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i scored 9marks upon 10 for my participation in the SCM module whoohoo~! the pen which mr. eddie ong carries' really sophisticated i'd love to get an identical one when i go out to work in the near future. and did i tell u he's the second nicest smelling teacher i've ever come across?? the first's mr.gary tan from CGS. =P

shoved my butt to stall8 [fc6] during lunch as we spotted xc in the queue haa. chatted with him while waiting to place our order and discovered that he actually fancies kelly of project superstar [grrr...]. his favourite's chicken rice btw, while mine's da charsiew~.

BD presentation wasn't as smooth-- dalee's group exceeded the 20minutes bestowed, while our slides weren't good enough. =/ but we did our best given the short time frame of five weeks... both momma and i facilitated the q&a session this time round; received an A minus for the task completed but felt really bad cos momma whom i thought performed equally well, was marked a grade below. =(

rushed down to standby at the information counter after that. michelle and belinda were so sweet they bought me dinner knowing i haven't had my meal. =) we caught up abit with one other as well michelle even sent me back via 240!

stepped in to the embrace of my family just in time to witness weilian being crowned the superstar over the national tv. at least he won, i heaved a sigh of relief... not that i adore him but i dislike kelly more u see. anyway the former's just staying two blocks away from my home sweet home; residents of tg estate're all talking bout it!

... my trading pals made my day, when ivan asked where i got my clutch from-- he wanna purchase one for his sweetheart too~. prisca pointed out that my heels're dainty and alicia nodded her head in agreement gee. they then decided that in fact everything of mine's appealing and that's it! i recovered the purpose of my life, i.e. to be a yuppie and earn planeloads of such pleasant comments from those around me. =) i lost my goal at some point of time in the first half of the year, now that it's back i never gonna toss it outta my head anymore hehh.

night night strawb!

PS: I think life is like prime numbers. Very logical yet you could never sort out the rules, even if you spent all your days contemplating about them.

PSS: 19days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 126: friends or not

2005-09-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

it has turned a common practice of mine to hang out with associates older than i am. frankly i don't really feel comfortable having those of the same age or younger as my counterparts because we can't see eye-to-eye on lotsa issues. for one i'm unable to communicate my concerns plus some of the more personal stuff with most of them.

besides i came across plenty of fair weathered ones as i started to appreciate life. my brother has afew female pals who only approach him when they yearn for treats. a couple of my year-one mates in the polytechnic're just as guileful. they lament at how broke they're all day long, occassionally to the extent of being unable to pay up their mobile bills~. then they'd starve themselves during breaks in school... like the majority i felt so sorry for them initially... but as time went by i smelled something fishy and shared my note with momma.

"hey c's many lovely-looking pairs of slippers hasn't she??"

"and what fine necklaces and shades s's got!"

"ehh, isn't it another new top of j's??"

and we realised everybody had been taken in by charlie's angels, over and out! from then on we decided to lessen our contact with the awful company.

perhaps it's got something to do with the all girls' school background of ours... absolutely hate it when fellow comrades take advantage of their male buddies financially; of course the guys've a part to be blamed for relenting as well, doubly so if it was for the attractive exterior of the former~.

--------------------------------

losers get a life and play a sport; if u ain't born with a silver spoon in ur mouth u jolly well take it in stride and slog hard to earn the bucks. no point planting dumb excuses and giving up upon urselves so easily. u bring huge disgrace to the dignified us by committing the acts highlighted.

... The Older Generation use their own hands to work and masturbate. The Younger Generation can only use their hands to rattle off on the keyboard. It's not surprising if they don't even know how to use their hands to masturbate! No wonder Singapore's population is going downhill.

I use my hands to rattle off on the keyboard, to masturbate and to attain some cash in order to reduce the burden of my family. Right now, I'm clubbing and pubbing quite a fair bit - and all clams come right out from my pocket, not my dad's.

Behind the 'rich' figure which I may appear on the surface - enjoying myself like there's no tomorrow, is a man who studies, works and plays hard at the same time. Welcome to my life. If you're trying to hit on me with the idea that I'm just an eighteen year old spoilt kid, think again. I wasn't born yesterday - so here I am, out from my cradle eighteen years ago...
ain't the writer cool?? =) i so agree with him hehh!

retarded winnie reads the news and exposes herself to whatever views that're available from the more knowledgeable adults. she understands she has loads to pick up, and that certain perspective inside her ain't deep enough since she still has a long way to go in life. she wanna be more than just the stereotypical Young Generation.

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we meet different people everyday; that explains the different kinds of friendships we may've. while some are rewarding, others're just a complete waste of time. there're those who ask u out due to the companionship which they genuinely adore; similarly a handful stick with u cos they think u make a good accessory. don't despair if u belong to the latter my friend. feel honoured-- u're gorgeous.
it ain't a popularity contest, never was it supposed to be. in either way it's always better to be asked out than not to be at all. whenever i look back, there're several friendships which i've spent a considerable amount of time engaging in the nurturing job. loads of cash and effort were invested as well. i've learnt that while a friendship's of high maintenance, it's often at the same time of high risk. on the contrary a low maintenance friendship lasts much looonger, if not for a lifetime. unless the intention was for good food or indulgence, i despise going to expensive places for silly gatherings. i'd rather stand at a little corner discussing the weather with my bestie. =)
because i deem loyalty in every aspect of the word, i choose not to believe in a friend who has misplaced my trust on him or her ever again... don't get me wrong i hold high expectations for mysef too~. ohh and btw, don't ya reply nothing when i send u my best wishes on ur birthday; i make a mental note not to text such sibeh-rude fellas in the years ahead.

love ya strawb!
PS: Are u tired of all those mushy friendship poems that always sound so good yet never actually come close to reality? Well, here's a series of promises that doubtlessly speaks to true friendship!
1. When you are sad, I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against that bastard who made you upset.
2. When you are blue, I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile, I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared, I will rag you about it every chance I have.
5. When you are worried, I will tell you horrible stories on how much worser it could get so quit whining.
6. When you are confused, I will use little words to explain.
7. When you are sick, stay away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall, I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.
This is my oath, I pledge 'til the end. Why, you may ask.

Because you're my friend! And remember, a friend will help you move a stalled vehicle. A best friend will help you move a dead body.
so let me know if i ever need to lug along a shovel yea?? =P

PSS: 20days to...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 125: long live the catalysts

2005-08-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

dalee and i arrived in the computer lab slightly past 8am~. mr.tang instructed us to perform an individual evaluation of the boon software, of which everybody in the group [momma dalee bro bro cheesiang and pooh bear] managed to scrape through with one another's help. =P during ECML lecture xc and xt settled on the seats directly behind us, and then we were like trying to catch what the opposite parties were chatting bout, haahaahaa.

"want to fight liao want to fight liao~" the former commented when he noticed me slamming the tabletop while squabbling with momma and dalee; both of them're usually on the same side since my thoughts're far too eccentric for anybody ho.

"i think winnie'll win," xz gave his two cents worth. =P

grrr dalee called me LB aloud and xc probed her regarding the nick!!! fortunately dalee kept her lips sealed as what she has promised previously hee.

brought momma to the admin block cos she wanted to check the status of her payment of school fees. we rushed back for GBE lecture immediately after she was done with the enquiry~. lunch was a fun one-- did some brainstorming for ideas which i could adopt in confessing my liking for wormie; we were uncertain bout stuff that could take place during the school holidays u see. man, do i love my friends~!

was dead tired by the time my ah.foo's FM tutorial began i dozed through the entire two-hour session unknowingly hehh.

made my way to the driving centre with soowei next~. mr.seah took me for my first revision practical and i depressed the accelerator of his 172 madly whenever i could-- it was fun seeing him break into cold sweat. =) anyway both my crank [!!] and s-courses were pretty alright in addition to my parallel parking... however something was very wrong with my vertical one i couldn't recall my turning points urghh...

fixed dinner back at home! =)

cya strawb!

... 我至今才发现我自己在玩一个无聊的游戏

其中的规矩由你定我只是小小的陪衬品

你究竟要骗我到哪里你伤我难道还不轻

我就这一颗脆弱的心放我去我至少有美好的回忆

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 124: mmm mmm...

2005-08-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

saw wenhua at the train station and spared her my FM notes since the whole of class-04 was absent from lecture the day before [zai siahh~~]. it was the showcase of presentations conducted by finalists of the SCM CA in the morning; we ran into mr.rashibalan outside MLT9 and according to him we were lucky we weren't selected for the chore. =P

after what seemed forever, we had our favourite buffet reception~. the lunch was with compliments of Keppel T&T whoohoo! went for many rounds of food as it's gonna be the last time we feast on such extravagant stuff in school... if u swing by those cafes in hotels u'll probably've to come up with quite a substantial amount of moolah for similar tea sessions enjoyed. anyway i love the mini pastries hehh. toasted sandwiches tasted equally fabulous gee.

did i mention that a time bomb among the girls blew up?? everybody except ehem, myself carried out the pacifying acts. i thought the pms was extremely uncalled for and rolled my eyes at soowei as we witness the extensive damage inflicted by the eruption of volcano capricorn.

xc and company emerged as the first runner-up. we stepped forward to shake their hands and extend our congrats. =)

momma dalee bro bro and i looked mr.tang up for a quick recap of the ASN entry processess after school. he brought us to the new e-commerce lab!!!

was stuck in a bad jam with dalee on our way back, huhh huhh. qiuling texted to say she was in the same predicament too haa~...

rest well strawb!

PS: been receiving calls from sweelian, but assignments on her hand all clash with the dates of my examinations urghh!!!

PSS: eileen dearie suggested something terrible... i don't know whether i should subscribe to the idea or not. =/

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 123: food for thought

2005-08-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

burglarised: http://www.cspinet.org/nah/10foods_bad.html hehh. =)
morning strawb!
But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 122: carry on

2005-08-30T00:58:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

gee we're currently in the midst of executing the marketing and managment plan of our korean snack kiosks i'm in charge of resource and manpower fabrication! was initially stuck in the breakeven capacity of our business but the problem was soon solved when we sat down together to fix upon stuff such as the sales forecast~.

i guess there's still something peachy bout working as a group. =) at least i like my BD mates alot... momma the organised and ever well-prepared one, alicia the fast and efficient worker, prisca the witty princess and ivan the chatty mathematician~. we've been surviving the project fine with minimum conflict though the trading students're less attentive to details [it's a common observation made by all of us]. however not every team's as fortunate as mine-- dalee's one has never attended three lessons in full force before!

note to self: need to commence on the summary of various elements highlighted in phase one and throw in a short introduction for phase two report as and when i'm free~.

to turn eyes green, LCG lecture next week's cancelled since our beloved mr.conrad's flying over Dubai to claim his camel [btw i think my participation marks for the module'll escalate due to the sudden spontaneous involvement of urs truly during tutorials haa!]. =P

and i received a how-r-u msg from bossie!!! he's the only person who doesn't get me peeved from reading smses without any smiley faces; his many hee-s and exclamation marks very well offset the former. miss ya and miss eayy too ~hugs~.

buhbye strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 121: moi lunch babe

2005-08-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

had a meal with huibing darling at NYDC Wheelock in the afternoon. =) it's a one for one deal cos my chum holds their F&B coupons [!!]. cancelled my visit to cp's place for food glorious food [so ya know what it takes to get me adjust my schedule huhh]!

being the sweetie that she always is, ms.ee presented me with a souvenir which she brought from HongKong previously. =) btw she had some hawaiian baked rice while mine was roast chicken grilled pepper [minus the pepper and onions]. =P the starters [her salad and my soup] were served first, followed by our drinks and iced water. main courses came in last~.

we caught up quite a bit with each other over the hearty meal, and huibing never fails to surprise me with the CCAs she took up-- dearie's lodged in to the embrace of NUS dragonboat team recently i thought that was rather cool!

chanced upon nikki and bobo who were dining in the same restaurant; the former saw me but the latter did not. gave momma a call to inform her bout the brief encounter. linda joined the two of them half an hour later~...

we strolled over to Takashimaya next and walked round the sports department since huibing still had $60 worth of vouchers unused. she bought a top from the reebok counter.

both of us then headed back to Isetan Scotts and Far East [haven't pop in there for eons i didn't know part of the third level's undergone a makeover in terms of the alignment of shop units!]. came across this vintage ring with a dazzling design which i had been looking for... the price was marked down but the person mentioned there wasn't any new pieces available so i reckoned i'd give the purchase a miss-- the one on display was nosso good in condition.

after bidding ms.ee farewell i proceeded to Goodwood Park Hotel; had heard so much bout the exquisite durian puffs on sale and i wanted to acquire a box of them for my parents who dig products associated with the king of fruits [stinky-winky!]. however the assistant at the cafe indicated that their signature puffs're only introduced from late april to early august every year as they gotta prepare mooncakes for the mid-autumn festival in september~... bought pineapple-mango pies for my folks eventually. =)

evening strawb!

PS: check this out pals [!!]-- http://www.postsecret.blogspot.com/

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 120: battered and torn

2005-08-27T16:46:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

weary and dreary're words which best describe me now~...

i wonder why we can't work on projects individually given our tertiary status. i'm so sooo sick of editing lousy english [i know mine ain't that fantastic, but at least i make it a point to ensure the whole chunk flows, and i bother to look similar words up the thesaurus~] of my group members' stuff.

they NEVER did appreciate my painstaking efforts i tell u. that was the last straw when they criticised bout the background color of the GBE ppt document. i changed it to black in order to suit their preferences~. absolutely loathe it when people drop remarks bout my work unduly; even more so should they aren't in a position to.

GRRR what's wrong with pastel green?? i mean come on get a life and play a sport, why don't ya go along with me since i was the one who created the slides?? who the hell'd stay focused throughout a presentation filled entirely with bloody black all around the words?? in the end i decided i was in no wrong hence i made a switch back to the shade which i chose initially. it was clearly a more appropriate action taken.

and will it kill to exercise more focus on our projects, instead of retreating with producing sub-standard material as u blog, chat, and play games over the internet at the same time, then claim u've already done ur best when i come running after u?? not that i'm demanding but i just wanna ensure things're, as much as possible completed in school. maybe life'll be much easier if i step down from the post of the leader and just finish my part hastily before passing it to whoever in charge to do the stitching full stop.

... i hope they realise i can't be there to clear the shit for them all the time. and i'll appreciate if they buck themselves and not screw things up at the expense of my grades.

You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often

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on a brighter note i got closer to xc on monday! we sat next to each other during LCG tutorial and were opposite counsels for one of the six cases which took place in the mock court trial. =P also chatted quite abit [hurray the nasty spell had been lifted by katongcurrychicken!!!]. he still ain't convinced at how shy a person i actually am though. apart from that everything's worth cracking a smile for. =)
it's easy to determine whether i'm fuming mad or not; i'll just carry that pissed look with me for as long as i am with the parties who drove me angry and not break silence at all. ivan and company suspected that since they noticed i wasn't speaking to my classmates~. so they tried to cheer me up and mr.yeo commented that i've got small eyes urghh!!! still, i was grateful for the attention spared...
assisted soowei with the ECML layout after we've printed ours yesterday. doublechecked the configurations cos we were afraid we'd miss some of the calculations out. boy we weren't even half as careful in equiping our own warehouse haa. =)
good karma was accumulated so when i reached home i found myself winning forty dollars worth of country manna vouchers from an online contest held by the e-radioclub earlier in the month whoohoo~!
refreshed alittle with my salon treatment mask in the evening and scared the guts out of my siblings when i joined them in the hall. =P

can't apply it often as it has whitening effect =(
afternoon strawb!
But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 119: the rose

2005-08-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

this's the first time i'm gonna say it. school sucks; let see what's in line for us come next week~...

monday-- LCG mock court trial [we're the voyage charterers]

tuesday-- GBE country analysis presentation [Thailand]

wednesday-- BD project meeting after school at 3pm

thursday-- SCM presentation [LG refrigerators] & FM CA [topics 5, 6 and 17]

friday-- submission of ECML CA [warehouse layout]

... really detest it when my fellow group members fail to deliver what they've promised.

the friend whom i had been to the sky garden with mentioned so much in his blog which made my eyes teary. i owe him an explanation and shall text it here. pm isn't my boyfriend. i'm sorry i lied, and placed u in agony for the past one year plus. i thought something had to be done before we fall into anything destructive, hence the distance kept all the while. was unsure bout us and still am; whether we were trying to look for comfort from each other, or...
perhaps i read in a tad too much however the issue did hit me rather hard-- the late night phone conversations, the rendezvous, the blow kisses... and i began to ponder alot. it may sound selfish; i don't know what u'd think but i'm certain i don't need more heartwrecking accounts to add to my rich history as if it's not enough.

wish u won't stop posting entries as much as u hope i don't cease blogging.

regards,

the light-headed

"when it comes to shopping, i have always believed that what's yours is yours, what's not is never. thus if i can't get something i like in my size or colour desired, i won't brood over it because i understand it's never meant to be.

when it comes to matters of the heart, it works in a similar way too doesn't it? some people are just not meant to be. the other party might have expressed interest; you might feel likewise about him or her. alas due to certain circumstances, both of you can't pair up. there is no why and no one is at fault either.

many may advise you not to pick those whom you can live with- choose those whom you can't live without. but trust me, there is no one you can't quite live without. people come people go, too often too frequent. it's the same as we belong to nobody akin nobody belongs to us. you are nobody's and nobody is yours; you belong to yourself.

i yearn to be in a situation where two individuals unite, not because they belong to or can't live without each other. instead they just wanna be together. it's a want, not a need. till then i'm satisfied with my little worn-out life. thank you very much."

zzz tight strawb!

... It's the heart afraid of breakin'

That never learns to dance

It's the dream afraid of wakin'

That never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken

Who cannot seem to give

And the soul afraid of dyin'

That never learns to live

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 118: **01 Oct 2005

2005-08-21T21:41:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

hello friends! this ain't one of the previous entries of mine but an update of life at the moment. am alittle nervous blogging straight off my mind as u all know i usually jot down stuff in points then have them polished and published another day hehh. =P

well i've just ended my final paper for the semester yesterday [30 sep]. it feels real great, not because the examinations were easy peasy but i had been looking forward to the vacation ahead as danzel and company've approached me to help out at the CMO once again till school reopens and i've added more apparels to my wardrobe i can't wait to put them on!!! gonna submit my group's BD phase2 early in the morning on monday before reporting to work though, hopefully the gate near T20's accessible by 0730hrs, that all exits leading to the stretch of staff rooms aren't locked and there's still some space for me to squeeze my folder in mr.boey's office through the gap between the door and carpet... hee wish me luck!

ooh i've just had my hair trimmed in the evening, nope i think chopped would be a better word since the stylist took the two inches which i requested for three [... it's da bullwhip effect!!] the ends can barely reach my chest now~. rang momma immediately to complain haa. =)

i reckon the length should be back proper like the above in four months' time; intend to do stronger curls just before i graduate next february. =P

visited a stationery store to bind my report after that. grrr i should have enquired bout the price before handing those nineteen precious pages to the aunty... was charged two bucks for the job!!! dalee paid $1.80 getting the service performed at jurong entertainment centre!! back in school the photocopy lady would probably ask for $1.50 the most~.

also ran round a couple of places checking out how much it'd cost to fix the zips on my yellow top and trashbag skirt. finally settled for a shop opposite doctor lim's clinic. whoohoo i managed to haggle $2 [felt less cheated and was appeased~!] off what which had been set by the other party initially, since both pieces were purchased at the mega sale of surfbay and esprit respectively some donkey years ago, and that i actually reside in the far far end of bukit batok there're quite a number of bus stops between my home and the marketplace at jurong east [don't laugh nor roll ur eyes! there're certain things which u should scrimp on so u can've room for the rest. hairdressing's one fine example, unless it's a perm. besides white lies won't hurt]. the well-tempered aunty told me to return for collection on tuesday. =)

much has happened since 20th aug [the last post available for view at current], huge and small i can't fill u all in at once. so stay tune for more of winnie's adventures yea?? =)

till then... here's something which i caught over the radio in the afternoon! what the dj shared was interesting hence i decided to read up more regarding the topic over handy wikipedia and it goes--

The cocktail party effect describes the ability to focus one's listening attention on a single talker among a mixture of conversations and background noises, ignoring other conversations. This effect reveals one of the surprising abilities of our auditory system, which enables us to talk in a noisy place.
... the cocktail party effect can occur both when we are paying attention to one of the sounds around us and when it is invoked by a stimulus which grabs our attention suddenly. For example, when we are talking with our friend in a crowded party, we still can listen and understand what our friend says even if the place is very noisy but usually don't remember what the person next to you was speaking. Then if someone over the other side of the party room calls out our name suddenly, we also notice that sound and respond to it immediately.
... the effect is an auditory version of the figure-ground phenomenon. Here, the figure is the sound one pays attention to, and the ground is the any other sounds.

so long strawb!

PS: happy children's day! slipped into rachel's tutor's pair of birkenstock for a quick kick while she wasn't looking, muahaahaahaa~...

PSS: for those who're very much into pride, let's anticipate the happy ending between aki and halu!!! =)

... "maybe,"

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 117: if u hate ur roommate...

2005-08-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

as per the title...

Whenever your roommate is walking through the room, bump into him or her intentionally.

Stare at him or her for five minutes every hour. Don't say anything, just stare.

Put on your specs before you hit your bed. Take them off as soon as you wake up. If your roommate probes, illustrate to him or her that they are a pair of Magical Dream Glasses.
-

Collect hundreds of pens and pile them on one side of the room. Position a pencil at the area opposite. Laugh at it hysterically and do it infront of your roommate. Glare at him or her if he or she giggles.

Tell your roommate that someone rang and insist it was really important but you just couldn't remember who the caller was.

Grab all of your roommate's furniture and build a fort. Guard it for an entire month.
-

Present each of your walls with a different name. Whenever you can't solve a problem, grill them and jot their responses down. Demand the final answer from the ceiling. Later grumble to your roommate that you don't quite trust the ceiling.

Switch off all lights when you enter your room. Turn them on when you leave.

Refuse to communicate in anything but sign language.

Follow him or her around during weekends.

Whenever you're on the phone and he or she walks in, hang up immediately and crawl under your desk. Remain there for two minutes before reaching back whoever you had been on the line with.
-

Munch on a bag of marshmellows just about bed time. The next day, spray three bottles of whip cream all over the floor and claim you got sick.

Don't ever flush the toilet.

Hang stuffed animals with nooses from your ceiling. Whenever you walk past them mutter, "you shouldn't have done that to me...". Be sure he or she is listening.
-

Draw a tiny, black spot on your arm. Make it larger by the day. Look at it and yell, "hey it's spreading!"

Buy a plant. Talk to it and sleep with it at night. After few weeks, start to argue with it at the top of your voice. Scream, "I can't live in the same room with you anymore," and storm out of the place immediately. Get rid of the plant secretly later but retain the pot. Refuse to discuss the matter ever again.

Skip to the bathroom. Make certain he or she is watching.

Keep a tarantula in a jar for three days. Then hide it. If your roommate buzzes, mumble, "Oh, he's around here, somewhere."

Paint faces on a couple of potatoes and give em nicks. Name one after your roommate. Separate it away from the rest. Wait for three days before baking it. While consuming it contentedly, highlight to your roommate that it just didn't belong.

Cover your bed with a tent. Live in it for one whole week. If your roommate questions, explain that it's a jungle out there. Get him or her to bring you food and water subsequently.

Place a toaster in the middle of the hall. Survey it with fear for several days. Then stay out of the apartment completely. Open the door slightly and whisper to your roommate to check whether it is gone.

Throw darts at a bare wall. Act jumpy and inform your roommate you have hit the bulls' eye.

Bring in acquaintances from the campus. Give them a tour of the apartment. Have them enquire about your roommate infront of him or her, and reply, "Oh, he or she won't be around much longer."
-

Buy some knives. Sharpen them every night. While you're at it, look into the eyes of your roommate and chant, "Soon, soon...."

love ya strawb!

PS: Why is 6 afraid of 7?

scratch ur head alittle before scrolling down for the answer!

...

because 7 8 [ate] 9.

muahaahaahaa. =P

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 116: the hot date [EDITED]

2005-08-19T07:14:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

momma dalee shimei and i were engaged in the grand finale of YES event the day before. =) there were prisca's tramy and ahlian too. wenhua and xiaoping were around to view the competition. food was fabulous we helped ourselves to a whole lot [like what's new~~] haa. =P anyway i personally adore the invention which students of ZhengHuaSecondary created, however team RGS beat the former in clinching the first prize with their super duper slick presentation~.

hurried over to ShawTower subsequently to meet hot date. owed him one the other time when he helped came up with possible korean restaurants to hit for my BD research i thought i'd repay the good deed since he had nothing on in the evening after work. retarded winnie reached the building late, grrr~. we then proceeded to Prince1 where we caught the movie premier of DrinkDrankDrunk starring miriam yeung and daniel wu; it's the typical kind of romantic comedies which i appreciate. =)

don't miss it if u're into chinese films!

we crossed over very quickly to BugisJunction for dinner as we were both famished. hot date wanted to visit Swensen's but i muttered hell no to myself and recommended V8MoviesCafe to him. so we settled for that-- managed to choppe a sirloin steak [medium's gross!!] for mr.chang and chicken cutlet for me [mark the difference between a twenty-four year old gentleman and an eighteen going nineteen lass] before the waiting crew discontinued its call for last order.

how funny our perceptions towards various aspects in life were totally poles apart... be it studies [in general], further studies, career opportunities, wealth management etc... then it suddenly struck me that the party whom i had been with for the past couple of hours could jolly well be a true blue piscean! and bingo bingo he nodded his head with zest when i shot him the million-dollar question. ohh gosh had i known it earlier i'd have despatched the two tickets to him and set 'em at his own disposal instead. am not sure bout u but i find individuals under the star sign [strangely] vague idealistic opinionated and [disgustingly] full of themselves.

could safely generate such a remark as none of my pals reading this were born with the pair of fishes [to my greatest delight]. =P nevertheless allow me to apologise if u deem the statement an offensive one, afterall it's not for me to judge anybody based on such grounds; i'm only speaking from my own experience.

come to think of it hot date wasn't that bad at least he noticed my liking for the older alex fong, since i "would let out a soft gasp and lean forward whenever he appeared on the screen," haa. he paid for the meal too. =)

we were running out of topics to chat bout, when i remembered he has a driver's licence... it so happened that his fixed instructor was mr.goh and that got us occupied for quite awhile~. V8 closes at 10pm; by the time we marched out of the cafe the rest of the shops were already closed. haa i've never seen the mall so empty before!

... a mutual friend of cp and i claimed she's the slimmest and that got cp really disturbed.
hey don't be, she may be slender but we know there's still a considerable distance between her bod and that of fiona xie's...

u see why~.

besides i believe what makes a woman attractive inside-out's not wholly the looks but also how savvy she is [not to mention the way she carries herself of course]. mull over the 'been that done that' pledge of ours! i wouldn't mind the few more pounds for those lovely high tea sessions with ya so chill babe!

gee the above sounds so lesbo... but i can't be any straighter so don't worry. =P merely goped the second picture from s&k's webby, in case u're wondering whether i own a massive collection of them in private. ;)

ohiyo strawb!

PS: "总以为一见钟情或是命运式的邂逅; 可是自己不敢去想，因为没学过统计也知道这机率是低之又低。

话是如此，每当看到电视电影情节塑造出来的浪漫氛围, 虽老掉牙但自己还是非常向往这种童话般的恋爱方式。好歹我也是纯情少男排行榜的前几名ㄚ。
而你出现了吗?

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

... There must be one out there, I just have to find it."

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 115: what's ur current mood?

2005-08-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

colorgenics found the author to be emotially unstable [see results below]. indeed i've been pretty exhausted from the neverending stuff in school and such; just that i don't blog bout them in case readership falls~... morale of my fellow group members ain't high and i really hate it. =/

took the chance to break down in tears when momma gave me a light push towards the door outside mlt9. everyone had a shock seeing me in such wretched state, haahaa. anyway i felt much better after that. was treated with loads of care and concern for the rest of the day; really appreciate the efforts made by my pals. =l

requested for an extension of the deadline of our GBE report submission from mr. gray. he was so nice he gave us all the way to the end of the week, provided we keep the issue a hush-hush one hehh.

FM tutorial was cancelled last minute; we sat in the computer lab from 1300-1700hrs getting quality work done-- called upon mr.tang several times to enquire bout the Boon software and i'm glad we managed to complete three-quarter of the ECML assignment. our SCM report's more or less ready too.

visited michelle at work next. she handed me a pair of complimentary movie tickets! reciprocated with slices of cakes from FourLeaves. =)

just learnt that junyang of ProjectSuperstar's actually the brother of a friend of mine! and i ever spoke to him when i rang wing at their place previously... am not especially enthusiastic bout him though. =P

goodnight strawb!

PS: pls do not, i repeat DO NOT pick ya nose infront of me! =(

PSS: bet the next week'll be an even awful one. =/

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 114: voilà!

2005-08-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

popped in the market research firm at NorthBridgeRd with kc and eileen after school. bumped into jonathan there [was intially wondering whether it could be the same person while we conversed over the phone earlier on~], and surprise surprise he remembered me! first met him at Idealog off HollandVillage a couple of months ago; he apologised and explained the cause behind the delay in delivery of my cheque once more. =)

our focus group had a study on Clearasil facial products... a pity it was poorly led by this indian man who's very new to our sunny island. anyway there were my chums around and the token presented by the other party was SGD40 each hehh.

magazines in town now feature virgo as the main star sign whoohoo!

take care strawb!

... 为什么这样子你拉着我说你有些犹豫

怎么这样子雨还没停你就撑伞要走

已经习惯不去阻止你过好一阵子你就会回来

印象中的爱情好像顶不住那时间

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 113: bewildered

2005-08-16T00:42:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

qiuling nearly had me strangled for broadcasting her new haircut round the lecture hall, ahaahaahaa. =)

and today's a greenie day! many were clad in the color and so were ehem and winnie! =P

BD was great... we were finally issued the guidelines for our report and ivan henghengly picked the golden slot which everybody had been eyeing for our presentation! the group of us crept out of the room halfway through the client-based Q&A cos it was so boring~...

hit the library next with momma and dalee to dip into various publications under SingaporeLawReports, hoping to chance upon precedent cases which we could cite during LCG mock court trial come the following week. boy were they THICK as dictionaries!

on a lighter note we witnessed mr.dennis sim stepping in and out of the gents with his roommate; both of them were beaming from ear to ear we thought they looked rather sick~. of late the former's ceased mingling with his female students in fc6... funny did he conduct a switch in his sexual orientation or something??

... momma and dalee suggested giving my brains a thorough wash so i won't get any worser haa. =)

received a call from eileen dearie in the evening-- she's joining us tmr!!!

buhbye strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 112: heaven knows

2005-08-15T14:47:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

在保险公司打杂满三个月，老板问我打不打算续约，我疲惫得用我仅剩不多的脑细胞想想; 决定不要，好让我在国民服役之前有几个星期休息。本以为这段时间可以过着犹如富太太般的悠哉生活; 晚上呆在外头多迟也没关系，隔天几点起床也无所谓，偶尔还可以往健身房去做做运动，准备准备。但没想到我也会因为过闲而烦恼。男性友人大多早就入伍了; 女性朋友上大学的开课了，上班的也一样，各忙各的。只剩下我这个上吊不成功而悬挂在半空中的怨妇，活得不舒服，想死却又断不了气，不上不下的。所以每天就这么拖着，时间慢慢在我毫无作为下渐渐地流逝。只有周末和公共假日才有像样的节目。五天制的都市生活，还真的不知该做些什么好。对于忙碌的上班族，大概超想把这个生在福中不知福，抱怨正享受他们梦寐以求生活的我用公事包狠恨地毒打一顿吧。

昨天家人为了在我入伍前举办了个庆祝会，地点是在阿姨家。他们知道我喜欢喝酒，于是买了十几瓶红酒好让我痛快享用。到了那儿，大人聊大人的，小孩玩小孩的。处于已过青春期尚未成年的，只有我一个; 离我年龄差距最小的表妹，话题也只局限于她对全民偶像谢先生的崇拜，聊什么都”难逃维聪之网”。打开电视，国庆特备与一般日子的没差，都一样的烂。所以我就呆滞的等到天黑开酒之时，才兴奋起来。

可能是太久没泡夜店吧，我的视线在未开第四瓶之前早已模糊; 自制能力也被酒精征服了，跟着就胡言乱语一番。对于后记，有如散落一地的拼图，无法连成完整的一幅。最后的一段应该是妈妈把我扶上床。当我回想到这时，赫然发现我那安静乖乖男的形象已彻底地破灭了，好不尴尬。妈妈谴责般地说我可是丑态百出，还吐在爸爸的鞋上。做父母的可不简单，所以我很爱他们，也尊敬他们。因为背负的责任重大，所以一直没想过要挑战担任父亲的角色。

楼下中元节的喊标好比五零年代新加坡花样年花般的黑胶唱片; 音调及声量时高时低，使平时空虚的夜晚增添了不少热闹，也让人或多或少感到一些安慰。至少你知道外头有人跟你一样还没上床，不会觉得那么孤单。电影公司与电视台把中元节搞得人心惶惶，恐怖片预料般地都同时在这月份上映。老实说另我害怕的并不是农历七月的阴寒气氛，或是头发凌乱身穿白袍并且会从电视荧幕爬出来的许X美; 而是我会因过闲，过闷，过寂寞做出弄得爸妈替我担心的事来。

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

--jd pens in both english and mother tongue. i prefer the latter cos in expressing his thoughts, the former usually contains vulgarities such as da f-word haa. =)

sugar sugar dreams strawb!

Heaven Knows [Rick Price]
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's so far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holdin' on
So tell me where do I start
'Cuz it's breakin my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cuz heaven knows
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in time
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
'Cuz it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cuz heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cuz wide awake or dreaming
I know she's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cuz heaven knows

Heaven knows
Heaven knows

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 111: i like to move it move it

2005-08-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

was involved in the YES event and we assisted mr.boey with the ushering of secondary school children around the campus. it was pretty enjoyable, and as usual we goped plenty of food during tea break; there were nuggets, wings, brownies, cheesecakes and yummy sandwiches to name afew, teeheehee. =)

i personally find guys from boys' schools more charming than the others, in particularly those of RI and ACSI hehh. we came across this spitting image of edison.chen [yes the authentic one from HongKong not our mr.ed-is-on in SB haa, ohh perhaps i overexaggerated alittle but his eyes and nose were really distinctive ya know]. =) that young man broke his leg and had to hop around with a crutch though... anyway dalee was the facilitator of his team!

sneaked out of MLT8 after we brought the kids back to their seats. met up with pm and hung around at the all-new MarinaSquare-- it's so much different from the quiet mall that it became ever since its previous anchor tenant Metro decided to say buhbye. pm's been there several times before so i had with me a groovy guide for the day. =) we popped in almost every store selling fashion accessories to check out whether they've the antiquated ring which i wanted. ended up getting a vintage purse from Esprit instead. i like it alot. =P

do i see heads nodding along with mine?? =)

rested our feet in CoffeeClub next. pm had a tiramisu mud pie while silly winnie gorged merrily on a muddy mud one. =) it was nice reminiscing all afternoon, laughing at the ridiculous stuff we've attempted in the past hee...

both of us then strolled over to Suntec where i got a classmate of mine something for her birthday~.

sweet dreams strawb!

PS: my legs're aching badly! =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 110: mommy dearest!

2005-08-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

headed school with dalee for free access at noon~. i left the lab four hours later and had a 2.4km run at Clementi stadium. despite the hot weather there were actually quite a number of people working out.

i think the management ought to get the rusty old lockers all replaced-- the one i chose didn't work when i inserted a 20-cent coin down the slot. well that was the last piece of the million-dollar value amidst the mintage found in my bag [the rest were sadly 5, 10 and 50cents] and i reckoned it'd be awkward going round asking for small change in my sports bra so i deposited my belongings stealthily in one of the lower compartments available without locking up. felt so uneasy i went slow in my pace to check the area after every lap~...

collected my RaspberrySeduction from PrimaDeli before returning home. =) we sang the birthday girl a song and cut the cake up while sis took some pictures of the beautiful occasion, laalaalaa. =)

dinner was at a seafood restaurant off JurongEast. =) the steamed garoupa in teochew style [!!] and chilli crayfish drove me insane hehh.

zzz tight strawb!

PS: happy birthday mom!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 109: 很想你

2005-08-12T22:57:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,
was totally knocked out during LCG lecture. it was sweet of momma to help amend my notes. =)
grabbed a cup of warm soybean milk and headed the library with my company. bro bro handed me a book from one of the smaller shelves. the title read 'How to think straight', what only~...
saw kc and said hi! =) mr.ed-is-on was very moody... he put up this irritated look while i gave the whiteboard a wipe, and carried it with him throughout the two-hour tutorial~. btw we were told to submit our SCM report together with the ppt slides by week three not four urghh!!!
spent some time with xc at his terminal completing the Gencon contract. he's someone nice to collaborate with [both of us take our work seriously, must be due to the common trait found in our horoscope gee] and he accommodated readily to every nitty-gritty which fussy winnie requested to revise. =) we then signed the document on behalf of our groups after it was printed out hehh.

**our signatures were slightly modified to deter possible fraudulent acquisitions
in case any of my classmates happen to come across this entry figures who xc is... may i seek ur cooperation in keeping the matter a secret thks thks. =P
mr.bernard had something urgent to attend to during BD hence dalee's group was allocated to join mrs.susan chiam two doors away, while we were sent over to mr.ben cho at T21. sickening lanyard [he's the apple of every teacher's eyes!] made a fuss when we stepped in the room grrr...
anyway we had fun indulging in our own world at a corner behind as we chewed on the M&Ms which ivan bought. =) i like MilkChocolate and Crispy cos they contain no nuts nor raisins. =P picked out the red ones to attack~. "the color stands for passion," i was explaining to the rest, ahaahaahaa. =)
later we teased mr.yeo with his pet phrase hehh. to our surprise he grabbed alicia's blazer and tied it round his waist [ill ill ill!]! prisca had the entire gag taped down over her mobile ho. =)
mr.ben cho was really slack he merely touched on unit3 of the syllabus when lesson began proper [we were already done with unit10~], and he had no further examples illustrated for his students in the slides. when he came over to see how we were progressing he asked who's the leader. but he couldn't quite recognise me among us four girls at the end of the day though he managed to call out my name.
returned home with dalee after that~. we did some calculation and found out that the person whom we spend the most time with during weekdays is actually each other-- bus105 can make one wait till his or her neck breaks!
heaved a huge sigh of relief when she mentioned she's decided upon giving xc up. reason being she has such an unscrupulous opponent [me me me!!] who resorts to underhand means muahaahaahaa. =)
silver and derrick got voted out of ProjectSuperstar last night. =( teared abit when derrick brought everybody a final song before the programme ended... i like his vocal alot i feel it resembles closely to that of zchen's~...
很想你 [张智成]
你在那里这些年来如意不如意
还快乐还单纯
还美丽时光如何对你
我在这里人海中一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你听见了吗
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息都不是你
我在那里你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记只是种好意
我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那场分离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你听见了吗
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息都不是你
都不是你我只想爱你
[Chinese Simplified GB2312]
miss ya strawb!
PS: received a flattering sms from zi.an. =) hope he's doing well!
But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 108: why are we dead beat at the end of each day?

2005-08-12T15:47:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

Ever wonder why working adults're always so tired that firms hardly necessitate any further training programmes for their employees?

The reason is because everybody gets enough exercises from...

1. Beating around the bush

2. Jumping to conclusions

3. Going round circles

4. Running down fellow colleagues

5. Stretching the truth

6. Passing the buck

7. Wading through tonnes of paperwork

8. Pulling strings

9. Climbing the ladder

10. Throwing their weight around

11. Bending the rules

12. Pushing their luck

how many of the above're u guilty of? :P

hee, just for laughs. =)

afternoon strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 107: glitches

2005-08-11T12:09:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

while waiting for ECML CA to commence i settled on a seat without realising that there wasn't any writing top attached by the side [think the original one dropped out or something]... made a fool out of myself and had to shift elsewhere of course-- the test papers had been distributed already. =/

then i discovered i left my purse at home. dalee was nice to spare me 5bucks for lunch. =P

my ah.foo was very friendly towards everybody during FM tutorial; maybe he won 4D over the weekend~. we were asked to work on a question from the text but we didn't give it a damn as our eyes were all glued to the colourful pages of our fresh yearbooks [whoohoo they're finally ready!!!]~. many grumbled they didn't look nice in the class photo; i was no different i prefer the one taken last year. and we couldn't locate sunkist [he's the latest addition to my list of eye-candies in SB] either. =(

xc overheard mischievous winnie condemning several lecturers for their poor sense of fashion and turned to laugh. =)

flagged the wrong bus [how could anybody ever take 166 for 105, silly boo-boo!!] and boarded it since no one else at the stop wanted to. landed up at Clementi interchange so i thought i'd queue and get my mobile bill paid in SingPost...

however just as i was reaching the counter it suddenly hit hard on me that my master debit was held in my purse at home!

... *&!%$~#^*&!%$~#^*&!%$~#^*&!%$~#^

used whatever little money that i had in my pocket to make a deposit of the cake order for mom's 44th birthday. patronised PrimaDeli hehh. =)

back in the house the entire kitchen was solely domineered by urs truly. fixed dinner while mommy brought rachel out for a haircut. luckily i didn't screw things up big time haa. =)

cya strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 106: count on me Singapore...

2005-08-10T17:28:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

ran into vivian while waiting for sabrina in the mall... wheee she's back from China~!

we hung around the third level and dropped by CMO to grab ourselves authoritative passes necessary for admission with michelle belinda sharon karen and danzel. =P

ps arrived slightly later than what which had been scheduled. nevertheless we were still very much thrilled to catch his appearance on stage. =) sabrina and i were ushered up the platform when he was done with his first song... we brought along with us a blackforest cake and presented it to the birthday boy on behalf of the management! more screams were let out from the audiences as both of us were positioned just right beside their prince charming, and we shook his hands twice in all hehh. spotted qianhui amidst the crowd and we smiled and nodded at each other. =)

... limelight?? i absolutely love it. when the right occasion calls for it of course. =P

after the autograph session ended uncle albert managed to persuade the manager of the record label to allow us three [belinda sabrina and myself] in the makeshift booth enclosed for a quick meet-and-greet session with THE ONE [!!!]. =) but then we soon turned dumbfounded upon the second encounter we missed the golden opportunity to converse with our favourite artiste urghh! smiled meekly at him and had two shots snapped together... hope they turn out fine, please please please. =/

received so many glares from the green-eyed fans when we stepped out of the kiosk~. as we munched on the cake left behind by the troop of media folks i told sabrina to be cautious cos we might be gunnysack-ed up before given a good thrashing for the incredible reception reminiscent of a VIP hohoho~...
back in the office belinda and michelle handed sabrina and winnie each an autographed poster of him him him, ulahh-lahh. =)

lunch was a quiet one with ms.yip ms.wang ms.goh and ms.boo. reckoned it had been a long day for everyone [well, not exactly for me but wacky winnie thought she'd go with the flow and act lethargic just as well hehh]. headed home after that to hit my ECML notes~.

dinner was chicken chop from the western food stall in the kopitiam downstairs! haven't checked out the NDP over the television for years... essentially so as i've always felt that the government's extravagant in the celebration of our nation's birthday [the speculation gets stronger every year!]. heard the fireworks from my room but didn't bother to pop my head through the window cos i don't adore them a bit [any idea how much charcoal, sulfur and potassium nitrate go into manufacturing the explosives??], and i don't see why others should make a big hoo-haa out of it, some even to the extent of employing their camcorders to capture the display [?!]~.

lazed around my comfy bed and dozed off unknowingly till almost 2am. =)

... There was a time

When Richard say

That that Durai didn't do it

But he did

There was a time

When Richard say

That NKF didn't do it

But she did

They built NKF

Strong and rich

Reaching out together

For more and more money [!!]

It is our money

It is our blood

It is our kindness

It is our tears

Don't take our money

To be your bonus

Don't cheat Singapore

Singaporeans...

-- lifted the piece from an email forwarded by rach! =P

evening strawb!

PS: i never fail to've my fair share of shit in life. however i don't mind going through all the dreary episodes; sunshine usually follows right after~. the past two days've been the most amazing ones for urs truly [bullshit lahh u may comment, since the author practises halo effect all the time gee].

... to sum it up, it's a mix of what u know, and who u know. ;)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 105: draw a pig!

2005-08-09T09:00:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

visit the webby here and be told ur personality from the way u sketch ur piggy!

... i say the inferences made're only partially true since there's actually still quite a distance between the ideal piggy which i had in mind, and the one which was eventually drafted out [navigate using the horizontal scrollbar of the divider to see full picture above]. i'm no professional artist i did the best that i could. =/

good day strawb!

PS: ah.huei hurry up take the test and let me know how u fare okie?? =P

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 104: 高手

2005-08-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

school was as usual a whole hell of fun. our group discussed bout the details of the Gencon contract with xc and company, and it was by far the most enjoyable tutorial for LCG. =) popped into the library to commence working on our respective portion of the GBE report. momma decided to give BD a miss and so did ivan. he rang to apologise and promised to get us chocolates come thursday afternoon~.

dalee and i stayed back for a briefing with regards to the YES event. both of us also helped pack some goodie bags [goped a lovely keychain each, shhh... =P] and i left to meet kc outside the campus next. we took bus106 down to join sabrina suhfen and ally at CityHall train station. the group of us then moved on to the Esplanade where we parked ourselves near the entrance of DXO. =)

saw nix from the radio station and walked up to extend my best wishes-- she's been hibernating in nuptial bliss with her hubby since they tied the knot a couple of months back. she said she had noticed me a while ago and found me familiar... retarded winnie looks much younger without her executive wear u see, haahaa. =) we spoke bout work and stuff, and i told her i still like mr.teng very muchie hehh.

belinda arrived late from the office. by the time we entered the club it was pretty much filled with people already. gave kc a phone call at once to find out where exactly they were located and belinda was so zai she forced her way through the crowd with scaredy winnie tagging closely behind, avoiding loathsome stares from the fuming beings whom we've overtaken. =/ in the end we were like standing in the forth row from front... very near the podium my god!!!

being the ever so cool and drop-dead gorgeous celeb that he was, weibo bedazzled his fans with the all new impressive dance moves of his. =) a pity we weren't that familiar with the hits in his latest album yet. silly winnie went blasting high when he racked out two of his classics though, wheee~!

seriously it had been the most smashing music showcases i've ever caught in A.D 2005. =P

after the event belinda headed home straight from the GluttonBay. kc suhfen sabrina and myself took a lovely stroll to FullertonHotel, and i made us halt to take pictures against the Esplanade [there's something magnificent bout the durian ho!]. =) following on sabrina left for the bus stop outside CliffordPier while we proceeded to the train station at RafflesPlace. paused to snap a shot of me at BoatQuay hehh. =)

the train ride was a pleasant one. suhfen gave a long account of afew interesting programmes which she caught over the SCV. =) hopped onto bus105 back with kc from JurongEast interchange~.

night night strawb!

PS: i may stop penning in October. no particular reason this time round; am just getting tired of blogging...

we'll see how lahh. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 103: 因为有你

2005-08-06T09:24:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

woke up in the morning to remove the chilled konnyaku-s from their molds before stacking them up in a container. =) had lunch and left my place to meet shimei outside TangPlaza, where we boarded bus36 to ParkwayParade hehh.

on our way there i received a ring from the driving centre asking if i'd like to've my test date brought forward by two days. i gave my consent right away gee, but the person indicated that re-test'd take place somewhere in late november... which means i gotta scrape through my first endeavor if not fork out another amount to extend my membership with the school for six more months. =/

joined momma qiuling and wati in the hypermarket and we bought drinks plus some other items needed for the BBQ. =) had so much fun looking around and fighting over which brand to purchase from, hohoho~. next we conducted a mass visit to the ladies before leaving for the EastCoastPark proper~. stopped by a pet shop to admire the little cuties they've~!

reached our pit round 1730hrs. the strong breeze messed up both shimei and my mane grrr...

unpacked the stuffs and began munching abit while guantat was busy setting the fire. following on we proceeded down to the beach and qiuling and i chucked our flipflops aside to soak our legs in the waters hee. =) we also dished out our handphones and clicked insanely at the camera button to capture the beautiful moment!

**momma and i~!

... the waves were so high they hit my shorts~. 'd 've jumped into the background [see picture attached] and gotten myself all wet if it wasn't the first day of lunar seventh month [ahaahaahaa i'm superstitious!]. hey i didn't make the statement for nothing-- impulsive winnie once made a dash for the sea at PalawanBeach two years ago in her tube top and pants without a second thought even though she brought along with her nothing to change into after that hee. =)

momma was really thoughtful she bought me two non-spicy ones when procuring otahs for the company... love ya!!!

took over the chefs on duty subsequently-- guantat cheesiang nadia, then played around with the satay cos i couldn't quite see [was still in my shades at 7+pm and refused to remove them i even convinced my pals that i was some triad bosses' woman hence the need to go low in profile hohoho]. =)

poked skewers through the chicken franks crab sticks as well as marshmellows with shimei. =) we didn't forget to display loads of affection for each other hehh. made the rest nearly throw up but we didn't care~...

hummed andy.lau's 情深的一句 [Chinese Simplified GB2312] and surprise surprise, qiuling actually recognised the melody~! btw she tried to infra-red me the pictures taken earlier via her mobile and boohoo, there was only a successful attempt out of the many shots of ours [so much so for the photos deleted from my album to make space for the new ones urghh~].

... 面对当年情真心说句　祈求完全原谅我当初的不对

在你离开的一刻说出　情深的一句　　唯一的一句

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

xc mentioned something flattering when i offered to help hold his plate as he turned the chicken wings, laalaalaa~. later he opened a bottle of soft drink and thks to the mysterious joker who had previously shook it on purpose, the fizzy gas gushed out like shit and landed on urs truly [was seated down u see~], ill ill ill! as if i wasn't sticky enough grrr~...

momma qiuling shimei wati cheesiang and i waved goodbye to the others and marched back to ParkwayParade. cheesiang was so sweet he got his girlfriend two pairs of earrings~! we then moved on to our respective bus stops where momma shimei and i chanced upon eileen nadia andrew guantat and his friend. =) they hailed a cab to Bedok train station.

alighted at Orchard with shimei and did a transit of buses opposite FourSeasonsHotel. =)

they're contemplating to organise a chalet stay next year. well i suppose i'd give it a miss if it's lined up after our graduation. u know it's a not a style of mine to stay in touch with associates from school; PR with aquaintances whose paths're unlikely to cross with mine's redundant... i'd rather spend more time with those whom i'm closer with~.

so long strawb!

因为有你 [B.A.D]

是多少岁月努力　我和你在一起

互相鼓励打打气　不放弃撑到底

当欢呼声都响起　汗与泪都擦去

那种默契　比兄弟还要亲的感情

和你走过风　走过雨

人生没有打击　没有忍耐　没有困难

怎么能学会成长　了解到自己存在的意义

我有朋友在这里　在那里　因为有你

不管这一路　有高也有低

我有朋友在这里　在那里　全力相挺

温暖的双手拉我远离伤心失意

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PS: found out that daddy banked in the sum of money which i rendered to the driving centre back to my account, but i insisted on chipping in the initial 5oobucks myself. =)

PSS: gave the color of my toe nails a switch from their usual beige to muted pink... whoa i think they look splendid!!!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 102: good laugh

2005-08-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

all of us decided to patronise the new mediterranean stall after LCG lecture. i ordered two waffles merrily, thinking they should more or less resemble those available in fc3... BUT i was wrong-- the former were created out of a small DIY waffle maker [the kind which u can easily locate under kitchen appliances in Courts and HarveyNorman~], and they were served soggy yellow rather than crispy brown... =(

brobro announced he won't be able to attend the class gathering come following evening as he has another appointment elsewhere. got scolded like mad by the rest of us [momma qiuling shimei wati sooowei and me me me~] of course... we then joked and joked, and i finally caught the hang behind mr.teo's final set of poker card tricks. =)

it was mr. ed-is-on's class next. we split the work up and completed the questions choppe-choppely~.

gave the mediterranean stall a second chance during lunch since brobro's chicken kebab tasted superb. however the rice wasn't anywhere near fabulous; momma reckoned it was due to the tomato paste that's why, ill ill~... guess fusion cuisine's not for me and that i should promptly return to the cluster of red plates in fc6 afterall haa.

we spent the next hour visiting our neopets in the library [the smaller computer lab] hehh. =) signed up for an account for momma and briefed her on where freebies could be obtained everyday. brobro wanted to fight my pet but i pointed out to him that mine's a peace-loving one so violence's a big no-no, hohoho. =)

BD was super duper enriching~. we've six precious weeks to touch on the marketing phase of our business, ehh nope five to be exact 'cos we gonna be the first batch to present this time round... managed to clear loads of doubts with mr.boey. then ivan chauffeured alicia and prisca to the train station, and momma to Lavender while i joined kc and her friends in T22. whoa her fyp consists of stocks and shares... blast her man!

dropped by the mall to pick up some konniyaku jelly powder. chanced upon a mini handbag and bought it for mom. =) headed back immediately to help fix dinner [mommy dearie bought crayfishes from the wet market in the morning! which reminded me of their cousin lobsters being bred successfully in captivity by students of RepublicPolytechnic... let's hope we can all consume such delectable crustaceans at the convenience of our own dining hall very soon hehh]. =) and we generated trays of konniyaku-s at night!!!

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A Woman's Secret... and her Prayer
There was once a little old man and a little old woman who had been married for more than sixty years.
They shared and talked about everything. They kept no secrets from each other, except that the little old woman had a shoe box on top of the closet which she had cautioned her husband never to open or probe about.
The little old man had never thought about the article for all the years, until the little old woman got very sick one day and the doctor said she would not recover.

In trying to sort out matters of personal concern, the little old man took down the shoe box and brought it to his wife. She agreed that it was time her husband knew what was in there. When the little old man opened the cover, he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $25,000. He inquired her about the contents.
"When we were to be married," she said, "my grandmother taught me the secret behind a happy marriage was never to argue. She told me that if I ever got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll."
The little old man was so moved upon hearing the statement he had to hold his tears back. Only two precious dolls were stored in the box, which meant she had only been crossed with him twice in all their years spent together. His eyes gleamed with joy and happiness.
"Honey," he continued, "that explains the dolls, but what about the notes? Where did they come from?"
"Oh," she said, "that's the money I made from selling the other dolls."

...

Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods; because Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll beat him to death.

muahaahaahaa. =)

love ya strawb!

PS: momma and wasted're such a like-minded pair hehh. =)

PSS: friendster's had the image storage capacity of every account upped to twenty-five pictures whoohoo, view mine here!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 101: down tempo

2005-08-03T11:36:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

meihua mentioned she noticed how my head kept swinging from left to right and then the other way round while i dozed off during GBE lecture gee. chatted abit with wenhua before FM commenced and tried to talk to xc too. =P

GBE tutorial was so funny we invited nadia who had been abandoned by her groupmates [the bunch of them decided to skip class last minute~] to join us so by right we had to work on the question assigned to her on top of what was given to us earlier on. but we did not. we proceeded to pick up some snacks from fc6 thinking we had completed everything and even returned late. fortunately mr. andrew gray wasn't at all mad with us or anything he merely joked out loud on how absent-minded we were. =)

driving lesson sucked. i forgot how to take the wheel properly in just a short period of forty-eight hours, ohh gosh ohh gosh.

on a brighter note i'm now eligible to book an auspicious date for my practical test and i just selected one [!!!] hehh. =)

furthermore kc says she has a handful of oreo choco cream cookies to spare whoohoo~!

good morning strawb!

PS: my heart got ripped apart when i learnt our group didn't make it to the finals of the SCM competition. =( it tore even more when someone among us questioned how come we fared so low for our GBE project. fyi we've already topped the class with 77 upon 100~. and the ppt slides were the fruits of my labour~...

a couple of members aren't really committed to projectwork these days and it's taxing to've to tie loose ends up for them. i love running projects. and i always remind myself to give and give [give and take's simply not enough] when it comes to such; that i'm actually doing myself a big favour by enhancing my pals' drafts; that contributing more equals acquiring more [knowledge's gained from reading facts up, and my word bank grows each time i browse through the dictionary and thesaurus]... i hope they come to realise that their resident leader isn't that bulletproof afterall; that she's vulnerable at times and has her fair share of personal problems to take care of as well; that sincere appreciation's somewhat needed to keep her going [for instance a pat on the back or a word of thanks. if not the very least u could strive's to refrain from passing those nasty remarks of urs-- ya know ya didn't put in as much effort as, ehem! in the first place]... ... ...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 100: school's reopened~!

2005-08-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

it feels great to be back in the campus. =P

crouched down at the stairway when i saw ms.nh walking by; blurry momma wasn't sure what was going on so her instinct was to follow suit and hence she squatted next to me immediately~. we couldn't stop laughing at how retarded we looked haa. =)

ivan handed us two pieces of twenty percent discount vouchers from U2 each [his friends who opted client based assignment for BD were allocated to work with the classic apparel label, and they were granted stacks of the grey booklets by the person in charge!], wheee gonna hit one of their stores very soon~!

speaking of my favourite module mr.boey shared with us many interesting stuffs today; one of which was an alarming observation he made on how much a reputable gynaecologist can secure in just a day, wows~...

anyway a lecturer from HarvardUniversity's coming over the school convention centre to deliver a speech during his short stay on our sunny island, and students're strongly encouraged to turn up on that day. apparently silly winnie's more interested in what the organisers'd be serving for refreshments since it's a big shot we're talking about. =P

buhbye strawb!

PS: my jaws dropped as i read through an email from a friend. figured there was a misunderstanding but shall leave things as they are without any clear-up. i don't know bout u; the last thing i'd do's to fall for a friend, and a good one at that.

... I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me (cos I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me (no no)
I don't need to be anyone's baby (is that so hard to understand)
No, I don't need another half to make me whole

... Everything in it's right time everything in it's right place

I know I'll settle down one day

But 'til then I like it this way it's my way

Eh I like it this way

PSS: we might not be joining the rest for the BBQ anymore. what a shame~...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 99: ecstatic!!!

2005-08-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

KBox with michelle and company this afternoon was put off to a later date as i wanted badly to finish whatever i could at the driving centre. had two instructors for my first slot of the day; instructor cheng who assessed me on my circuit courses, and instructor loy who took over and sat through the later part with me.

after that instructor ho guided me on test route six and mapped out various highlights available in the other ranges, such as 'Turn Left On Red's, [steep] slopes plus U-turns etc. =)

reached stage5 at last! instructor chong was fantastic he gave me heaps of useful tips in dealing with testers while conducting a final evaluation of my driving skill, of which he thoughtfully cleared me off the conclusive lap and kept my record down to only twelve points hehh [the maximum we can hit's eighteen; i believe i'd 've easily accumulated up to twenty thirty of them if he had exercised stricter judgement]. =P

instructor ng took me for my forth session; we saw instructor chong before moving off and both of them joked and suggested i could actually apply for a taxi vocational licence instead, considering the intense number of drills i've had over the past one week. =) cruised merrily from school to BukitTimah along ChoaChuKang... then made a detour at Clementi and by-passed my lovely TG estate before returning to the driving centre, maintaining my speed steadily round 50 to 70km/hr [!!] hee. it's compulsory for all manual trainees to go through two practicals via auto cars~. had i known Class 3A's so much easier [there's no clutch involved the gear changes by itself all i gotta do's to step on the accelerator and brake when necessary i love accelerating~! PLUS, AUTO CARS WON'T STALL!!! ] i'd 've signed up for the course last November urghh.

goodnight strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 98: vroom~

2005-07-31T20:27:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

as per the day before, my three practicals ran from 1205-1725hrs in the afternoon. =)

the first was with a very couldn't-be-bothered instructor~. we went through emergency brake and 3-point turns together.

following on was this very tanned and charismatic instructor lim. he was really, really, really nice he addressed me by my name [the others did not!] and genuinely encouraging i almost died from those ultra friendly vibes of his haa~. he showed me how to hold my clutch in a more convenient manner and also pray for everything to go smoothly before hitting the various courses in the circuit. =) performed a review of stage3 subjects and i finally caught the grip of directional change yay yay. =) had some problems halting on a slope though, no idea why... =/

the final instructor of the day bears the same surname as urs truly; we began conversing in hokkien soon after we drove out of the school ho. =) btw i charged my way through the long stretch of road exceeding speed limit of 70km/hr [shhh don't tell anyone okay??], how neat~!

BUT i was rather slow in my lane change so gotta buck up on that. my parallel and vertical parking're not bad i think... and S-courses're my forte. =) 've to improve more on the crank courses though. =/

... found out that mr.seah's actually a private instructor engaged from outside, and that the car no. 172 belongs to him [not the driving centre~]. he works on a contract basis and earns round $6-7k every month [unlike the rest who receive $2k or so]; he's left with $4-5k after settling petrol bills and such . no wonder he's forever seen washing and wiping the vehicle by AreaB~. and the reason why he's extra strict with his students' obviously because he doesn't want his darling to come to any harm! mmm...

sugar sugar dreams strawb!

PS: thks kc for the pictures! =)

PSS: dropped my Fila bottle in the afternoon... couldn't recall where i left it. =(

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 97: the kite [EDITED]

2005-07-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

A little boy named Chris was walking home across the open field one day when he stumbled upon a kite.

It wasn’t broken in a bad way, just some minor marks noticed and it's lost it tail. Looking at the kite, Chris saw the beauty in it; the shape that was splendidly ideal for soaring in the skies.

Chris took the kite home and set it on his table. He racked out his best glue together with some tassel leftover from last x'mas and began to mend the kite. He brushed off some dust here and there, and also added a lovely tail behind. When he finally held the kite up, he really liked his creation. Chris knew that the kite would go far in the skies for sure.

He brought the kite back to the field the next afternoon, intending to let it sail along with the wind. Initially the kite refused to glide in the air; it didn’t felt confident enough to venture into the skies again. Chris gave it a gently tug and started running to get it lifted. The kite soon went soaring high it flew and flew the entire afternoon. Chris was so engrossed with it nothing else seemed to matter anymore. When dusk drew the wind grew stronger and threatened to break the string and send the kite away. Gently, Chris let loose it so the kite could descent slowly. He picked it up and returned home subsequently.

That night after dinner, Chris positioned the kite on his table again. With extra care, he fixed two more tails to the edge. Chris turned off the lights and went to bed moments later, wondering if it would be able to fly better the following day.

Up went the kite into the skies as reckoned, as though it knew no boundaries. It travelled much higher than the day before and Chris was absolutely elated.

Just then, a strong gust of wind came all of a sudden, snapping hard at the string that was attached to the kite. Chris watched the kite drifting away from his side helplessly. "My dream... And all my efforts," the poor boy murmured.

Nevertheless as he stood gazing on, Chris prayed for the kite to meet no mishap, that it wouldn't end up being torn by tall trees nor ground cable poles... He also hoped that somebody somewhere out there would chance upon the kite and appreciate it as much as he did.

... life's often like that, if u can figure the meaning behind the passage~.

sweet dreams strawb!

流泪手心 [王力宏]

云飘在天空　浪在海流动　这世界太多　无法掌握的梦

你站在风中　你是自由的　生命有太多　不得不分的痛

当你将离别握在我手心　我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音

你不懂你不要的我的心　会随你松开的手而喊停

我试着微笑　试着拥抱　在每一秒

我不想看见闭上的眼睛　害怕你最后化成泪溜出手心

你给过的承诺　我怎能不放手

当你诚实述说　他的爱多辽阔

这是我的手　它牵过你往事中度过

这段漫长的路　不该走到寂寞

当你将离别握在我手心　我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音
你不懂你不要的我的心　会随你松开的手而喊停

我试着微笑　试着拥抱　在每一秒

我不想看见闭上的眼睛　害怕你最后...

当你将离别握在我手心　我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音

你不懂你不要的我的心　会随你松开的手而喊停

当你将离别握在我手心　我听见爱被悄悄捏碎的声音

你不懂你不要的我的心　会随你松开的手而喊停

流泪手心

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]
But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 96: exclamations

2005-07-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i had three driving lessons today~. was late for the first and instructor nicholas gave a light tap on the horn to say hi at the entrance haa [i wave and flash a smile whenever i chance upon the friendlier instructors in the circuit or on the road too].

parallel parking's no easy feat. had a hard time remembering all the steps in doing so [note to self : must first position car at middle of the lane, drive abit further to the front, engage reverse gear, check blindspot left blindspot right, turn body slightly to the left, grab biting point, maintain half-clutch, dont accelerate so much, see front outer pole disappear from rear window and that's the first turning point; steer left full-lock, notice rear inner pole from side mirror on the right and ascertain second turning point which comes in line with the centre portion; steer right twice to free the wheel, maintain half-clutch, don't accelerate so much, continue to reverse till third turning point is noted when the front outer pole reappears from the windscreen on the left; then steer full-lock to the right and beware not to hit the poles behind! make adjustments if neccessary yea?? and when moving off gotta switch back to first gear, proceed all the way to the front, careful don't knock the poles ahead, engage reverse gear, shift back abit, push on with first gear, check-clear check-clear, steer full-lock to the left fast and go! now the person who disagrees with me that the process above's something complicated ought to be shot!!]... =/

following on was this instructor yeo, a very funny guy also previously from SP~. he made me laugh seventy percent of the time and was hundred and one percent tolerant towards the silly mistakes which i shouldn't be making at stage three. "there's no better occasion to err besides during practises; the trick's to get them all corrected and never repeated the next time," aww what he said was so sooo assuring; we went on chatting non-stop while he sharpened my parallel parking. =)

... btw he mentioned his buddy instructor goh introduced me to the various slopes available in TeckWhye the other day, but then when i looked through my booklet on my way home i realised that the stamp in the particular box wasn't issued by the latter since i didn't manage to pass the subject under him i wonder how did the former fathom that~...

speaking of the devil i saw instructor goh before calling it a day at the driving centre; we ran into instructor yeo and exchanged afew sentences together. =) got the vehicle assigned changed [the model's incorrect~] and gave vertical parking a shot. attempted a perfect one before the end of the practical instructor goh commented even he couldn't tackle the procedures as well as i did hehh. gathered he was probably just joking but still i was over the moon when he told me so haa. mmm i think instructor goh kind of resembles giraffe. =)

the stadium at BukitGombak was closed for some hearty family carnival thingy~... went to soak myself in the swimming pool instead [forgot my goggles for the nth time!].

zzz tight strawb!

PS: a good pal's parents're filing a divorce and she's stuck between who she should follow-- both parties blow hot and cold in their quest to keep their daughter by their side. hope she's happy with whoever she eventually stays with, love love.

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 95: ahoy!

2005-07-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

was engaged in six practicals [out of eight they've at the driving centre] today, and i feel so proud of myself. =)

instuctor phang took me for the first. he was really zai he taught me how to overtake [from left to right and then right to left] while maintaining my speed at 70km/hr, ohh what a scary experience!

and following on was this famous instructor steven teow who administered a review of all the subjects under stage2, and i cruised all the way to Bangkit station along BukitPanjang LRT line wheee!!! it was 9+ in the morning every car was moving alot faster than ours so i couldn't conduct any overtaking, phew phews. we made do with advancing pedestrians and cyclists on the road instead, hiahh hiahh~.

the world's a small one-- met instructor loves-to-pick-his-nose again, ill ill. we went round the circuit [while he was at it once more~] and i tried reversing using low-speed control~. attacked some of the crank courses too.

next was my turn with mr. seah. we continued with crank courses and went through the S-ones~...

the fifth instructor seemed to've a feud with instructor loves-to-pick-his-nose; he claimed the latter didn't carry out his job well and berated me for not pointing out to him his inefficiency on the spot [like how'd i know what's in the syllabus huhh~]. tears almost flowed out when i repeated my low-speed control. =( picked up abit of directional change subsequently.

managed to book a final practical last minute, and off i rushed to the simulator room where trainees were grouped in pairs to try out the large gadget resembling those of the Daytona machines found in E-Zone, except the one they've is many times more sophisticated hee. my partner went dizzy halfway through [he had a heavy meal before the virtual course~] so i took over his turn and got to've hands-on experience slightly longer than the rest. =) instructor ong was very humourous and he kept burping as he cracked us numerous jokes hohoho. =)

cya strawb!

PS: shall lodge a complaint against those instructors who drove me mad once i receive my green card proper~.

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 94: what kind of girl're u??

2005-07-28T07:36:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

You're the high fashion trendsetter. You're
confident, independent, outgoing, and love
attention. You might become a star one day. All
the girls like to follow in your foot steps
because you're so cool, fashionable, and don't
care about anything. You make the rules, never
follow. But please be sure not to act bitchy.
That could be bad. But keep the attitude.
That's what makes you, you.

What kind of girl are you? (with pix!)
brought to you by Quizilla
hee... =)
ohiyo strawb!
But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 93: worn out

2005-07-28T01:27:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

had four practical sessions yesterday, which sum up to a total of four hundred minutes spent on the wheels~.

first instructor was an ahpek whom i forgot his name; anyway he was cool he taught me two difficult subjects at once-- lane changing [don't play play!] and right turns. =)

the second was this very nice instructor nicholas. when he found out that i'm actually studying in SP he exclaimed a hi5 and went on rattling bout his life when he was still schooling, his previous job and the economy at present blahh blahh blahh haa. though alittle too chatty for a guy, he was very encouraging he commented "excellent~" each time i attempted something correctly on my own~... btw i was taught how to negotiate u-turns [note t0 self: gotta steer full-lock and proceed to the first lane if divider's wide enough. otherwise 've to switch to the second one. remember to check for incoming traffic as well~] and roundabouts, really did enjoy myself truckloads hee. =)

was on the verge of collapsing by the time the third lesson commenced~... there were too many items to be absorbed so i didn't make it to earn a stamp, URGHH. but instructor goh's quite a looker, and he gave me tips on surviving the sixty minutes spent with those in white [the testers from TP~] towards the end of the session and we ventured into TeckWhye area [finally!!!]. =)

well the last session was the worst. that horrible instructor was sooo disgusting he wouldn't stop picking his nose, even when i turned to give him a stare! had to head the ladies immediately after to conduct a thorough cleaning of my beloved booklet-- the poor thing was flipped through countlessly by the former while it was under his custody [don't know bout u but i deem people with poor hygiene habits as huge turn offs~]. anyway i managed to scrape through both slopes plus road hazards adequately.

... realise that 6-8pm's one prime time to carry out seizure of ideal training slots online hehh. =)

night night strawb!

PS: prisca texted to announce she has officially attained her driver's licence, whoohoo and congrats~!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 92: 我的烦恼是你

2005-07-27T10:21:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

was in school with momma dalee bro bro and cheesiang to wrap up our ECML project~ . the group of us took a long looong while to get the configurations worked out, but as soon as we were done with the mandatory fields the rest was simply like a breeze cos it was just plain data entry here and there. =)

managed to complete both assignments slightly past 1300hrs, and i rushed down to KBox LuckyChinatown for a 5-hour singing session with my favourite ktv kakis... muacks muacks muacks, love u all~!

take care strawb!

我的烦恼是你 [徐若?]
早过了那样的年纪　爱上一个人说不出任何的道理
我真的看见你心中　让我爱上的天真和勇气
真的不想去改变你　就算我受了委屈
想着你　小雨滴　攀悬屋檐不肯放弃

不后悔　不流泪　我让你的你却都不了解

我的烦恼想不到　是你
我转身就不在意　谁对我误会或是糟透的天气
我呼吸就能忘记　做错的过去生活总要继续
我要你放心往前去　你却以为我只爱我自己
想着你　小雨滴　攀悬屋檐不肯放弃

不后悔　不流泪　我让你的你却都不了解

我的烦恼　你怎么想的到是你
我不想诉苦　因为我知道能给你幸福
想着你　小雨滴　攀悬屋檐不肯放弃

不后悔　不流泪　我让你的你却都不了解
我的烦恼　你怎么想的到是你
你怎么想不到我的烦恼　你真的想不到是你
[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PS: happy happy birthday chongy!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 91: and then

2005-07-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

had my first practical of the day with instructor see hehh. =) it was funny how i scratched my head informing him of the vehicle no. which i had been assigned to, when he was holding on to the keys of the exact car all right [what a coincidence~]. he was surprised to learn that i've reached subject 1.09 already, and both of us screamed together while i did a review of what i've acquired so far haa. =) anyway i'm really good at negotiating sharp left turns now i made instructor see direct me to my favourite berth21 all the time... =) couldn't seem to stop close enough to the line though; call me kiasu or whatever but i'd always come to a halt round a metre before where i'm supposed to; gotta correct the mistake fast girl~.

saw soowei again! great minds think alike-- we intend to clear as many stages as possible during the short vacation. =)

session two was conducted by a more experienced instructor ng-- went up both the steep and gentle slopes available in the circuit thrice whoohoo! and he shared with me alot on what i should look out for on the road, yay yay. =)

then came my much loathed fixed instructor mr. seah ['ll see him FOR SURE if he doesn't 've any other student allocated in the same slot as urs truly~] before the start of my third practical... urghh why didn't anybody book him away with surcharge?! the naggy fellow took FORTY WHOLE MINUTES elaborating on points which i know at my fingertips; he got pretty upset when i tried to bring up to him that i could actually refer to everything in my textbook back at home... then as usual he awarded me with only a pathetic stamp on my little blue booklet at the end of the day grrr~...

evening strawb!

PS: cars employed were no.17, 08, & 172. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 90: hee

2005-07-25T03:25:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

chatted with a couple of close friends over the phone earlier on, and whoohoo i've two ktv sessions lined up for the one-week break ahead hehh. =)

read bout this cool cafe over the internet too. =P

love ya strawb!

PS: must curb on the usage of ur mobile, both calls and texts winnie~!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 89: sing sang sung

2005-07-24T14:21:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

attended my sixth practical at the driving centre yesterday. instructor nge [yea no spelling error here]'s goodlooking and was very patient with me; unlike the other three whom i met the day before~. went cruising up to 70km/hr on the road, wheee!!! but messed things up big time too... careless winnie threw her clutch, stalled the engine, performed many wide turns plus other nitty-gritty whatnots; instructor nge had to keep raising his arm and help apologise to the other drivers around while she concentrated on getting her stuff back on track. repeated few thousands of paisehh-s to him but he insisted it was alright. =)

... chanced upon soowei before i left the premises!

met kc and we joined yanfen at CityHall train station where we proceeded to the ZPop concert held at SuntecCity subsequently. dinner was at JustNoodles [haa actually they sell rice and udons as well~] with yanfen; both of us had a drunken chicken set meal [that included rice, iced peach tea and dessert of the day] plus a chawan-mushi each while kc went to pick suhfen up. =) it was most filling and costed us $14 in all... think it's quite a steal considering the location of the store cum portion of the food served hehh.

the four of us managed to sneak in the higher priced zone back in the convention hall and i hung on till gigi leung's performance was over at 2200hrs-- had badly wanted to hear her sing in person u see, gee. =)

before i left [they wanted to stay for the finale of the show] i reminded yanfen to add my name into her list of invitations if she's gonna hold a bash for her 21st birthday at the end of the year. also offered to be the striptease or any other exotic dancer hohoho. =)

buhbye strawb!

一比一 [范玮琪]
两颗心同步爱你和我分不开
什么都还没说但我想的你都说中了
当你感到寂寞你第一个想到我
有太多快乐慢动作重播每天默契更多
我爱你难得你也选择我同样爱那么多
我爱你一天一天更确定
一步一步靠近一点一滴一比一爱
像罗马一天一天建立一点一滴
一比一爱不经意就像呼吸
想你就是必需你的明天我不缺席
爱是一步一步在累积同步爱
两颗心同步爱你和我分不开
谢谢你懂得我可能比我了解的更多
若亲爱的你感到难过答应陪你到最后
有太多快乐慢动作重播每天默契更多
我爱你难得你也选择我同样爱那么多
我爱你一天一天更确定
一步一步靠近一点一滴一比一爱
像罗马一天一天建立一点一滴
一比一爱不经意就像呼吸
想你就是必需你的明天我不缺席
爱是一步一步在累积
我爱你一天一天更确

一步一步靠近一点一滴一比一爱

像罗马一天一天建立一点一滴

一比一爱不经意就像呼吸

爱你就是必需你的明天我不缺席
爱是一点一滴清晰甜蜜一点一滴慢慢满溢
爱是一步一步累积同步爱

两颗心同步爱你和我分不开

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PS: car employed was no.38. =)

PSS: nobody expressed their appreciation for the complimentary tickets, mmm. i remembered thanking aunty eve and uncle albert profusely the other day when they rang me up saying they've got two pairs to spare.

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 88: 're u a 'keeper'?

2005-07-21T22:46:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

michelle texted at night with regards to boss's well wishes for me, and he had also kindly indicated that i could return to help out in the office during my vacation if i wish to. =) decided to send him a how-ya-doing msg and gee, he replied saying he's been rather stressed up of late [he has to juggle work and studies simultaneously u see]. i joked and cheered him up suggesting i make a good PA [personal assistant] haa. =)

affairs of the heart matter to me no more [seriously nobody gets hitched at the age of twenty-two these days and then gives birth to the first infant at twenty-three~~]; i just wanna focus on paving my career in the years to come~. for now i'll tap on to the existing precious resources that i've and build up strong and hard on my network of associates~.

... ... ...
"We grew up in the 60s/ 70s with practical parents. Mothers, who washed aluminum foil after they cooked in it, then reused it. They were the original recycle queens, before they had a name for it... Fathers were happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones.
Marriages were good. Dreams were focused. Best friends lived barely a wave away. It was the era for fixing stuffs. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, the screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress... everything we kept. It was a way of life... all the munching, repairing, restoring etc made us crazy once in a while. We didn't squander; wastage meant affluence. Discarding of items meant you knew there'd always be more. But when our folks passed away, we were struck with the pain of learning sometimes there isn't any more.
Those which or whom we care about the most get used up or leave us eventually... never to return. So it's best we treasure them while we still have them; mend them back when they're broken, or express concern for them when they're unwell.
The above is exceptionally true... for old cars, marriages, kids with poor report cards... dogs with bad hips, aging parents and grandparents. Others include a best friend who had shifted away, or a classmate whom we grew up with. We keep them by our side because they are worth it, and also because we are worth it.

Certain people bring bout a sense of importance to our lives. As such we keep them close!
... Good friends are like stars; you don't always see them but you know they are always there.

Keep 'em close!"

--extracted from malie's~!
sugar sugar dreams strawb!
PS: happy happy birthday ad... =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 87: solve the mystery!

2005-07-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

being the enthusiastic student that she always is during mr. tang's ECML tutorial, silly winnie threw out an irrelevant answer in class today [?!]. alas the nonsense was accepted by the former after he swallowed hard and gave it a good rephrase. gee he also asked why i put on my grey army tee. =)

we bumped into our previous lecturers on our way to MLT9-- mr. momo [!!!], mr. ed-is-on, mrs. moreira as well as mr. rashibalan in running order and stopped to say a hi to all four of them, ohh what a busy morning~!

novita turned and flashed me a cheeky smile when mr. tang announced an early dismissal of the lecture...

funny did she know a thing or two bout my crush on sir?? =)

anyway GBE lecture was cancelled and lunch was a nice one. =) haa my ah.foo [that's what we call mr. foo; sounds pretty much like how they address danzel back in the office, and my ah.foo's mine for some personal reason which i apologise for being unable to point out here]'s tutorial was even more enjoyable retarded winnie started the madness by singing the barbie girl song out loud in the loo hohoho. =)

... "You can brush my hair,

Undress me everywhere,

Imagination,

Life is ur creation"~...

the seven of us [minus bro bro] attempted a problem-based activity together merrily, after which my ah.foo exclaimed my name on several occasions throughout the two-hour session, and ambiguously urged me to "be brave!" if there's anybody whom i'm fond of [??!]...

muahaahaahaa, speak! whoever filled him in with my secret[s]?? =)

helped mommy with preparation of dinner in the kitchen back at home. =)

sweet dreams strawb!

PS: they mentioned mr.momo's wife a non-chinese!!!

PSS: the Superstar programme on channel U's been very interesting. apparently those whom i rooted for didn't make it to the subsequent rounds haa~... nevertheless derrick's good i think his vocal resembles that of zchen's!

诗人 [张智成]

喜欢上可以在伞里靠近你的雨天

喜欢上可以静静反覆想着你的黑夜

喜欢的感觉就像晒过太阳的棉被

带着一种温暖的香味把我紧紧的包围我发现

爱你让我变成诗人 容易感动容易快乐

当你微笑望着我 就已经是一首歌

爱你让我变成诗人变得浪漫变得深刻

有你经过的画面点点滴滴都如此动人

当我们各自打开了窗远远的思念

我终于明白看着同一个月亮的亲切

是爱让人换个角度重新看见世界

不知不觉身边的一切都用心跳去体会我发现

爱你让我变成诗人容易感动容易快乐
当你微笑望着我就已经是一首歌
爱你让我变成诗人变得浪漫变得深刻
有你经过的画面点点滴滴都如此动人

当秋叶的凄清终于在土里睡去

终于明白凋谢的原因那是为下个春天铺的路

爱你让我变成诗人容易感动容易快乐

当你微笑望着我就已经是一首歌

爱你让我变成诗人变得浪漫变得深刻

有你经过的画面点点滴滴都如此动人

爱你让我变成诗人 变得浪漫变得深刻

有你经过的画面都是瞬间的永恒

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 86: go on

2005-07-20T15:28:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

mr. ed-is-on [our new nick for mr. eddie ong!]'s SCM test was pretty fine yesterday; i left the MLT as soon as i was done with checking of my paper twice. =) there was no lecture in the second hour so we proceeded to the computer lab to carry on with whatever we had to finish-- i continued ECML with cheesiang while the rest were busy with BD~.

ran into mr. tang during lunch and he got himself a bowl of japanese udon! =)

wasted called me a perfectionist when he saw me going through an email text many times before clicking the 'Send' button. told him i was being meticulous because i want to account for whatever i strive. =P

woke up from my few z's during FM lecture to notice both xz and xc staring at me and giggling! urghh... so paisehh!

took my time to reach the driving centre at 1800hrs~. instructor low was friendly and just as nice and patient he said he's been teaching for years. =) we chatted as we did many right turns and drove in circles, of which i screamed so much due to extreme excitement haa. ivan and others told me they were able to leave the circuit for main road by their third practical but i doubt i'll make it. think i can only move off in my forth. =/

afternoon strawb!

PS: car employed was no.10. =)

PSS: get well soon wati! =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 85: ooopsie doops

2005-07-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

xc topped the class for our LCG CA~! and he talked to us while we were working on our ECML project during lunch. =)

ventured in the gents [again] to grab some toilet paper for my friends and myself before LCG lecture commenced and bumped into cheesiang, this time he saw me too uhh-ohh~...

bro bro could hear my burp loud and clear from the other end of the big classroom where our BD tutorial's conducted haa. btw their presentation was rather cool; am getting worried for ours. =/ and i'm so afraid my head'll drop off anytime-- had previously told everybody they could've it tokk-ed away if our moderator wasn't ms. audrey lai. turned out she's actually mrs. susan chiam, but frankly she's not bad... at least not as threatening as mr. willy wong who assessed shimei and company~.

took a bus with dalee and alighted outside the shopping mall to pick up some delights from PolarPuffs&Cakes hehh. =)

goodnight strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 84: 害怕

2005-07-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

today marked my first intimate contact with a motor vehicle. intimate as in getting its engine started, clutching in fully and stepping [gently] on the accelerator~... i'm no auto-car trainee i'm a manual one haa. =)

instructor see was very nice and patient despite the numerous engine stalls i wrecked. he familiarised me with the various components of the car, and taught me how to go bout changing a tyre plus figuring my own blind spots [note to self-- its 1.5; 4]. had so much fun moving at gear2 with speed approximately 20km/hr, yays.

topped up my account at the cashier's at the end of the session and rushed back to fill my family and close friends in with how i survived my maiden practical lesson hehh.

also managed to complete our BD report cum PowerPoint slides too. =)

zzz tight strawb!

PS: car employed was no.214. =)

PSS: to ua, i know u're reading and i miss u to tears. but won't be ringing nor sms-ing u anymore... take it that u're withdrawing cos ur tactics're so similar to what i display against those whom i've been avoiding. u'd 've had ur other appointments postponed if u had really cared~... in either way i'm still grateful our paths ever crossed, and thank u for supplementing in turning me the very strong person that i now am.

my ***'s been shut for good; here's happy birthday to u in advance~.

害怕 [孙燕姿 ]

忘我没有很努力要自己去遗忘

那些和日记一起收藏的过往

孤单在思绪之中变得很漫长

想我没有很刻意让自己不去想

那些和照片一起静止的模样

我学着坚强

坚强到不用学着不想 学着遗忘

还是害怕夜深人静时总想起你

还是害怕不经意的听见你的消息

然而当爱已经沉淀得太清晰

当拥有已经是失去就勇敢的放弃

还是害怕一个人时就很难忘记

还是害怕突然宁愿当初没有决定

然而当爱最后的出口是分离

我会这么相信走下去

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 83: let's see...

2005-07-17T22:12:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

JANUARY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and is money cautious.

FEBRUARY:

Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Possess abstract thoughts and changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Gets angry fast but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes hopes and dreams. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift.

MARCH:

Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate, shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sicknesses are usually of the head and chest. Is proud of the looks and likes to show it off.

MAY:

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Owns deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm in standpoints. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sicknesses are usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislikes being at home. Restless. Not going to have many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:

Easy to talk to. Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Has lots of ideas. Sensitive. Carries an active mind. Hesitating and tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone* always on his or her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Enjoys music. Pretty or handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

JULY:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Is concerned about others' feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional, temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgives but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary stuffs. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Possesses strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt and takes long to recover.

AUGUST:

Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egotistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsts for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Has independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defence. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Enjoys making friends.

SEPTEMBER:

Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes and criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Sexy but has brains. Loyal and always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Carries positive attitude. Thinks generously. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Has inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Likes to travel, appreciates the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Loses confidence easily. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:

Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas.Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Is deep in love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:

Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises and craves for attention. Enjoys being loved. Honest and trustworthy. Does not pretend. Short tempered. Personality changes. Not egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself.

... must say that the analysis's highly accurate [at least for the portion that's colored pink, together with afew other signs of the zodiac which i'm more familiar with~], despite the flawed english here and there. =) shan't be bulletining the above up on friendster since it's gravely time consuming to give all twelve months a good polish of vocabulary. =P

cya strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 82: superficial

2005-07-17T10:40:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

attended baby samuel's one month old birthday celebration this afternoon. =) aunty angie gave birth to the handsome little boy some twenty-plus thirty days back in Mt.Alvernia Hospital, and we're glad both the child and his mother're doing well after the operation~. i see a more committed uncle alfred too. the couple looks blissful and all. =)

lunch reception went pretty fine [the food was good, in particularly the mini cream puffs hehh], until some of the more nosey relatives who turned bored began bombarding poor winnie with many awkward questions. i had to generate adequate yet vague replies and maintain my smile at the same time grrr~...

finally got to disengage myself from the stressful conversations safely when there was this genius who came up with an awesome suggestion of taking pictures with the little star who had woken up from his afternoon nap [**thank u!]. nahh i didn't join them, partly due to the few blundering photographers around, and chiefly because i'm least fascinated with stuffs that i hold little or no interest in~. eileen showed up very very late to rescue me-- am still keeping a distance from the terrible person who sold me out previously u see. =( gee, caught up abit with cousin teng before we left!

mom and i marched down to BengawanSolo at WestMall where we presented the store assistant with our F&B voucher and added a small sum of money in exchange for one of the lovely standard fresh cream cakes they've, yummy yum. =)

... to my GREATEST horror i discovered i've actually left my beloved Canon-Gotcha umbrella at the Angs' residence in Sembawang when i stepped home... URGHH!!!

morning strawb!

PS: received a long looong email from denise, thks dearie but i'd need some time to revert! ohh there's another one from xueni too hehh. =)

PSS:

liar, liar, pants on fire~.

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 81: cuddly

2005-07-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

rise and shine early in the morning to cover six laps at the Clementi stadium in WestCoast~! u'll probably faint upon reading the following-- the sun was really pleasing so crazy winnie thought she'd remove her tee and jog in her sports bra instead haa. =)

... the time taken was more or less the same as the previous trip, boohoo. =(

sneaked in one of the shower cubicles at the sports complex across the flyover to've a quick bath after that~. dressed up and grabbed myself a choco waffle from the confectionery nearby, plus a cup of strawberry ice blended [!!] before hurrying over to TA again, this time round i was stationed at the reception where i settled several adminstrative procedures before hitting my SCM notes. hehh i managed to study quite a fair bit! =)

take care strawb!

决定 [张峰奇]

我拚命追求幸福的想法一句话一个动作一丝细节

都希望 你能够会发现我的存在想要给你我傻傻的爱

我始终握住幸福的钥匙一行泪一个眼神一丝微笑

都希望 你能够会了解爱的存在决定给你我满满的爱

走调的钢琴忧郁的声音空心的吉他孤单的旋律

别让爱孤寂暂停了呼吸凝结的空气有你的气息

想告诉你我多在乎你你是我的决定

不用言语我们的默契只要用心去聆听

想告诉你我多在乎你你是我的决定

暧昧游戏不适合维系说好要陪你相约厮守在一起

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PS: i've decided to drop no smiley faces in my texts for those who simply scrimp on theirs.
what goes round comes round so take it or leave it~.

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 80: food galore

2005-07-15T10:01:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

found myself lying on the couch when i woke up at 7am in the morning-- had fallen a-zzz unknowingly the night before halfway through studying COGSA [Carriage of Goods by Sea Act], and more COGSA [urghh~...]. met up with dalee and we joined momma and bro bro at the train station. =) both of them were surprisingly early!

the group of us walked up to MLT9 with nadia and went through the slides on quantum merit together. LCG test was sure tricky, ill ill. =/

... ... ...

"ur sheets're all very much mmm, well-used huhh?" mr.eddie ong commented when silly winnie threw him a query from the notes~.

"kiam-chye u mean, ahaahaahaa, anyway this stack belongs to janice," i laughed. =)

... mine's actually far worse off than hers, shhh... =)

told sir i had to run to see a lecturer thirty minutes to the end of the tutorial, and off i zoomed to meet michelle and belinda for lunch hehh [BD class was cancelled u see~]. we ordered so much stuff-- fried mee, paus, chee cheong fun, dory fillet rice... haahaahaa. =) shared desserts too-- cheng tng for ms.wang, sesame paste for ms.goh, plus tangyuans for urs truly~. learnt bout the unfortunate mall that's going to be eaten up by CapLand very soon, and also found out more on the upcoming events in the next few weeks i hope they get to clinch weibo's autograph session from his record company successfully.

had dinner with sabrina in the evening~. at the nice cafe near my place after she knocked off. =) couldn't believe we were like chatting non-stop for the two whole hours haa; ms.yip savoured chicken cordon bleu while ms.lee had her favourite grilled BBQ chicken. managed to squeeze an oreo cheesecake down our throats as well, laalaalaa. =)

reached home to realise mommy dearie's whipped up my favourite chilli crab so i stuffed myself alittle with the dish in order not to disappoint my folk. =)

wow, calorie intake for the day was astonishing. heng i'm heading the stadium tomorrow. =p

ohiyo strawb!

PS: sabrina's DBS-NUS master debit looks incredibly cool, awww~...

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 79: the older the better

2005-07-14T02:34:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

AA-winnie answered few of mr.tang's questions during ECML tutorial hehh. =) the latter invited the former to be his assistant when lecture came but he remembered she had her turn once so he picked xc instead. =)

marched in the gents while waiting for my companions to finish whatever they were busy with next door, but was soon dragged away by shimei darling cos she saw cheesiang entering inside! true enough our classmate stepped out a while later, phews phews~. for those whose eyebrows're raised as u're reading this, i merely wanted to view myself through the full-length mirror cos it's packed on the other side where momma and the rest were occupying the prominent rectangular object. really.

eileen joined my friends and i for lunch~. they had such a wonderful time teasing poor winnie and we took some pictures together!

received our FM papers during the tutorial~. 70 is not good enough. =( anyway mr.foo taught us the more refine way of excusing ourselves to the restroom. he pointed out that ladies should use [funny] phrases such as "powder nose" and "freshen up", hohoho. =)

returned home straightaway after school to catch up on my zzz~.

buhbye strawb!

PS: wenhua confirmed that pineapple's ended the relationship with his cupcake, mmm...

... "Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."

--from lynn's bloggie, and i sooo agree with the statement haa.

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 78: 因为有你

2005-07-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

school was fun as usual, and wasted came to say hi to momma and i during our break hee. =)

lunch was a quick one followed by some amending of our BD report. we were discussing bout the PPGs halfway when they called me buttercup. grrr i prefer blossom i think i very much resemble her in terms of my personality!

silly winnie's bent to act struck out of nowhere and she began posing as a pregnant woman who was about to give birth, amusing everyone in the ladies [why yes, including those whom we don't know~] hohoho. =)

... btw momma and dalee mentioned they're turning more and more insane like me these days, well i don't know whether that's a compliment or not haa~.

GBE tutorial was great. we got guantat and cheesiang to join us in our row since the both of them were stranded on the left side of the classroom [the rest in their clique had decided to give the lesson a skip~]. mr. gray noticed i was sneezing my head off and let out a loud "bless u!" hehh. we were released 20min later after he was done with the briefing on our CA2. =)

stayed back and met up with prisca alicia and ivan to wrap up the BD report. the group of us were on the verge of squeezing our brain juices dry when prisca suddenly came up with a terrific name for our business-- Food.Korea. =) such short and sweet and sleek, yays~.

and for no apparent reason my alliance grabbed one of her classmates' shoes then ran madly round the bigger computer lab [mind u the size of the place's rather extensive], with the latter giving chase from behind awkwardly [?!!]. =)

zzz tight strawb!

PS: happy birthday jieying~!

PSS: "叹。。。不知不觉，2005年也过了一大半了。你做了些什么？

我阿，什么成就都没有，只是在让宝贵的光阴白白的流失着。束手无策。。。

说着说着，7月又到了。让人欢喜让人优的7月。时间总是在人们不留意的时候溜走。能够让它暂且停留吗？能够让它倒退一些吗？

如果人能够拥有预知能力，那该有多好。

不需要浪费时间在一些不会有结果的人或物上。

让人不需要经历人生的不如意。让人不会对人生有遗憾。

再不然。。。让人有看透别人心里在想什么的本领。

不过，人却又得经历一些事情才会学习成长。

人生。。。矛盾啊。。。"

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

--from an author with a negative outlook. i wish him well!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 77: get to know urself better

2005-07-11T07:14:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

... only realised i've posted something identical back in masie when i was done with all the questions, but i think certain parts of the analysis've changed since i placed a tick against different options this time round. =)

ohiyo strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 76: i bite

2005-07-09T22:43:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

"Gd morning! r u awake aldy?"

"yes i am thks! dalee i think i look v shuai with my collars unfolded"

"Really?? haha leave it unfolded then... haha"

"my sentiments exactly! gonna show momma as well. hope the xiaomeimei-s won't attempt to kill themselves over me later on haa =)"

...

the above was an extract of the sms conversation with my dear dalee early in the morning at 06++hrs ho. =)

everything went fine for the entrepreneurship event. ushered the four five hundred students from secondary schools all over our sunny island and saw my juniors from CGS! one was late so she settled beside me at the back row and we exchanged afew sentences~.

ate and ate non-stop when it was time for refreshments! kept bumping into mr.ben cho so both momma and dalee were super duper high haa. =) ohh we chatted and joked around with mr.bernard and mr. eddie ong as well~!

after the workshop we took charge of the little ones from LoyangSecondary, MarsilingSecondary plus MarisStellaHigh [!!], and i raised our tag high when leading the troop down from the auditorium to T22, where we lent them a hand on exploring the IT network of our school. =)

went to return the Korea travel guide at the library in JurongPoint next~. also grabbed some chinese pastries for daddy and mommy, besides a regular ice blended [with whipped cream whoohoo!] from CoffeeBean to reward myself alittle. =)

love ya strawb!

PS: bro bro's friend should've known what was better-- he asked if i could get some food for him during brunch and i kindly obliged, wholly out of goodwill 'cos we ain't really acquainted~. however he didn't show a bit of appreciation instead the first comment he made when i passed him the plate was that he doesn't fancy curry puffs [frankly i don't either, but machiam i was informed of his preference earlier on~]. so much so for the hassle huhh...

and to annoy fuming winnie further, that impudent fellow had to slap hard on her back [hello? i understand it's common greeting gesture among the guys but NEVER ever do the same to those of the fairer gender alright?? even more so when u've hardly spoken to each other previously!!] when they ran into each other again at the BoonLay bus interchange GRRR...

PSS: unkymoods' back!!! laalaalaa~

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 75: fly away

2005-07-09T02:03:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

woke up at 9 this morning, surfed abit of the internet and got ready to meet dalee at the bus stop where we popped by JurongEast stadium together for a trial 2.4km run in view of the compulsory NAPFA test which us year threes've to go through come early September. =/

the uncle on duty was nice to let us deposit our belongings in his room so we choppe-choppely started jogging round the compound after we've placed our items aside. =) urghh it took me 16+min to complete the course of six laps!

... must concentrate on improving your timing girl~

took bus no.198 down to the regional library for a quick washup before dashing off to TA at the JTC Summit to relieve with some data entry, haa i actually muttered this quick "Hi good afternoon this's CapitaLand XXX, winnie speaking~" when i picked up my first phone call in the office-- was a tad too engrossed with my stuff u see, gee. =)

take care strawb!

... 做个好情人每一天都有可能有好事发生

没有哭只有笑容多几分我究竟何得何能

如此幸运享受爱你的福份做个好情人

原来爱是一种幸福相对论如果没有你未来怎么撑

直到我们有了皱纹还可以牵着手爬上山顶放风筝

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 74: silly boo boo~

2005-07-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i had tau sar pau plus warm soya bean milk for breakfast in school, and lunch was this super duper spicy wanton mee from stall5 grrr~... bumped into ms.gan again [had chanced upon her on the bus earlier on~] hehh. =)

posed as bro bro's bunny lady and assisted him with displaying of his latest magic tricks to awe novita chunhui cheesiang and xc. the latter saved my day once more when i was ticked off by momma and dalee gee. =)

mr.gray asked if my day went well when we knocked at his door to submit our report, wheee~...

during BD tutorial my beloved groupmates nearly fainted upon hearing my suggestion of naming our food kiosks KimKimDelights haa. =) distributed the workload among ourselves so as to maximise the utility of time and ivan henghengly selected the slot which we had been eyeing on for our presentation in the ballot~!

sweet dreams strawb!

PS:"twinkle twinkle lucky star

shines on u wherever u are

strike big sweep and win 4D

makes u happy as can be

twinkle twinkle lucky star
shines on u wherever u are"
-- goped the funny jingle from someone's bloggie hee. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 73: it's sharp

2005-07-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

turned in at 4+am the night before as i had to wrap up the GBE report. woke up late in the morning and missed mr.tang's ECML tutorial plus lecture as a result, boohoo. =(

it was the dreadful FM tutorial after lunch~. but i think mr.foo likes me haa. he advised me to shift forward since i was straining my eyes to make out what was written on the whiteboard, and kept checking with me every now and then in the most concerned manner to ascertain that i was able to follow the class. =)

after school momma dalee shimei bro bro and i stayed back for a briefing regarding the student helper thingy which we signed up for few days back. gee we were so naughty we told mr.bernard we were in a hurry to catch a movie when he requested us to proceed elsewhere and assist with some packing of goodie bags-- we've got FM CA the following evening u see, shhh~... anyway momma dalee and winnie were allocated in the same group [that's H for Happy Hippopotamuses!] for the assembly this saturday, and we gonna've brunch for free, hurray~! i also received my first SB polo tee hehh. =)

met kc at the bus stop and headed WestMall where we caught the InitialD. =) heard so much bout the show previously... it was not bad, though certain parts were rather exaggerated~.

the past few weeks had been pretty suffocating due to the execution of many transactions on top of school work. am glad that the entire saga's over now; we managed to recover all costs incurred, and ohh there were some profits reaped as well!

think i need to refrain myself from getting involved with more of such activities in case i become really addicted to the short thrills associated with the deals. i don't know why but i feel so savvy with fundamentals of business law at my fingertips; the knowledge comes in truly handy whenever clients try to back out from agreements last minute [u'll be amazed at all sorts of rubbish they can come out with!]. well i believe that the legislation's out there to protect the interest of all innocent parties, and i turn brighter each time i negotiate terms with total strangers, or handle those who're difficult and ever so full of lousy excuses, blahh blahh blahh~.

sugar sugar dreams strawb!

PS: u've probably heard me mentioning this for umpteen times but i care not; popcorn from EngWah tastes splendidly perfect together with strawberry ice blended... the company doesn't stinge on the portion of butter tossed so every bite's a heavenly one, laalaa. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 72: who's choco chip??

2005-07-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

pls drop me a msg [via mobile, email, friendster... whatever] if u're the right zest i'm searching for. however if u belong to the same gender as i do then kindly ignore the above thks~.

hohoho. =)

goodnight strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 71: tangy!

2005-07-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

was clad in a black racerback plus trashbag skirt today. i thought the combination was a pretty nice one. =)

school was a whole hell of fun; kept joking around with my friends and during the break of mr.eddie ong's lecture AA-winnie approached him to find out whether he was 'vin a flu or something [he sounded quite bad over the microphone~] hee. =)

headed the library with momma to xerox the equation list for our FM CA and worked on our BD project after we had our lunch.

the group of guys who sat behind us during GBE and FM lectures were a bunch of nuisance. anyway i didn't doze off a bit today [even though GBE was as usual a boring session~].

lent a hand to both shimei and mr.nice handwriting during their forum, laalaalaa~.

returned kc my concert ticket down her flat when evening came. =)

night night strawb!

PS: momma dalee and i've been comparing the color of one another's undies [??!] like almost everyday, hohoho. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 70: yea

2005-07-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

alicia and company won some management competition at the SIM hence director mr.maheantharan who was apparently in a pleasant mood decided to grant everybody in School of Business an early release from their classes at 1400hrs~. =) we've a break from 12nn-2pm so we were released slightly earlier than the others, three cheers!

eayy rebonded her hair again. she looks good. =)

visited jieying at the admin block and thanked her for her help the other day. =) looked michelle up for lunch at the cafe near my place next. =) she mentioned danzel's gonna be promoted to an assistant centre manager soon, wow~.

rushed to town immediately after that. met up with denise's friend to hand her the music album since she's returning to Melbourne at the end of the week. whoa what a busy day!

evening strawb!

PS: urghh there're sooo many articles to refer under the Hague-Visby Rule!!!

PSS: were talking bout internet chatting when dalee commented that those who go for ICQ enjoy playing with no.s while the rest who prefer MSN appreciate A-Z more [user-ids]~. i thought that was rather funny. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 69: 恋爱讲义

2005-07-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

"杀人放火，肢解，泼硫酸，殉情，报章头条打得火热。到底什么东西会把一个雄赳赳，坚强，和背负着由古至今论哪方面都得为两性的强者的一方弄得支离破碎，废寝忘食，甚至抛下那士可杀，不可辱的男性尊严，双膝着地，落下流血也不会流的泪，忘我的哀号，哭泣。我只能想到两个祸根：钱于情。
因没法负担家庭开支，借了钱没还，信用卡刷爆而宣布破产，所以慌，急，疯。最后，做出自己也没法想象自己会做的事。但比这金钱杀伤力更大，更会摧毁人们那已脆弱心灵的，却只有爱情。钱，只有多于寡，美金及外额，没什么可提，但情，却一言难尽。
因时间所渐渐开放的社会，爱人的方式及对偶的选泽也越来越广。父母为子女谈婚论家，已是恐龙未绝种的时候所发生的。现在，只谈自由恋爱。爱男爱女，父母亲也无奈的睁一眼，闭一眼。西班牙续加拿大及荷兰成为第三个立法接受同志婚姻的国家。父母也得跟着社会变态，学会包容和接受。地球上的情人：有男有女，不男不女，有?有胖，有高有矮，有帅美的平凡的，各种款式，各种颜色，各种尺寸，任君选择。但对不起，没有三十天原银奉还。因为爱情是没有保证的。
仔细想想，到底是什么把两个对彼此都完全不了解的陌生人聚在一起。然后交换心声，说出自己重来没想到自己会说的爱情呢喃，甚至把最宝贵的肉体供奉对方。而到底是什么，会把皆上发生后，狠狠地贬低对方的人格，说出难以入耳伤害对方尊严的话，到最后，翻脸不认人，你走你的阳光道，我走我的独木桥。
若婚姻不幸福，不达到自己的理想水平，花点律师费马上就可离婚。现代的男女也不再为“爱已不再，人已不在”的婚姻继续坚持与付出。因为现代的律法极为方便，所以当离婚率越来越高时，人们对爱的要求也相对的提高。
我爱的人不爱我，爱我的人我不爱。我们该学习的是如何在这之间找个平衡点，在信任与背叛中辨别对错。
这，是在课本永远找不到校府永远教不了的，只能在经验中慢慢学习的恋爱讲义。"
-林俊豪笔

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

jd's bloggie belongs to that of my weekly must-reads hehh. =)

cya strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 68: love love

2005-07-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

lunch today was with belinda at SecretRecipe-- she had TomYamNoodles and i got myself Fish&Chips hehh. it was my treat since we met up for her belated birthday celebration. =) ms.goh reciprocated with a two-scoop ice cream cone from NewZealandNatural's [i picked ChocolateEcstasy plus Strawberry&Cream~] each for the both of us, how sinful!

went to the swimming complex after that. forgot to bring my goggles along so i merely soaked myself in the pool of chlorine water while i had my tan topped up hee. =) didn't dare to venture ahead without full appropriate gear of mine as there've been cases of students drowning reported over the news in the past few days [i'm one superstitious lass haa]. =/

received an sms from mr.song in the evening. really appreciate the follow up [note to self; do NOT dress ur best again next time], but i don't know whether i should stay hopeful or not~...

at night after some deep contemplation kc and i decided we'd write off part of the bad debt accumulated from one of the transactions conducted by the both of us over the worldwideweb several weeks back~. sad to say affinities with the opposite parties'd very well've to come to an end under such hasty circumstances~. i'm thankful i still've a best friend whom i can fall back on. anytime, anywhere. thks a mil' kc. =)

hohoho, of course not forgetting my other great buddies who add on to my count of blessings too. u all know who u're, love love! =P

buhbye strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 67: how do people see u??

2005-06-29T08:30:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

i don't deny wanting the best for whatever i'm passionate bout u'll probably shake ur head while seeing me fret over little minor details which u won't even actually bother getting urself involved with~. and sure i'm constantly mindful of my words and my moves; 've always believed in scoring perfection from taking gradual steps too-- FriarLawrence of Shakespeare's Romeo&Juliet ever gave the star-crossed lovers such a beautiful piece of sound advice, "Therefore love moderately: long love doth so; Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow," [u know what i mean if u've formerly studied the tragedy for ur EnglishLiterature]. =)

... on the other hand as an entertaining idea-holic i pretty much enjoy filling those around me with nothing but amazements on top of amazements, to the point that they all turn speechless and take their hats of me [that's when i derive a strong sense of accomplishment from within myself!] hence it ain't unusual for silly winnie to display that very playful side of her coming up with witty tricks every now and then, u'll never 've any idea what she's up to comes the next moment~.

perhaps ms.lee's not so slow and steady afterall. =)

ohiyo strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 66: whatever

2005-06-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

was super duper nervous before the commencement of our GBE presentation. =/ kept tallying speeches with my groupmates for fear that things might screw up last minute [my eyelids twitched countlessly in the morning u see], but turned out that the other group allocated on the same day as ours was actually many times lousier in the forum they led. no offence but it was obvious that minimum preparation was carried out on their part~. we weren't too bad we had cheesiang to thank for rounding the rest of the class up to offer their views, and there were my PowerPoint slides to boot. =)

feeling relieved when we returned to our seats quirky winnie covered her head with the hood of her cardigan and began humming mr.chou's 可爱女人 [Chinese Simplified GB2312], amusing those who've never seen the gag previously. =) also made the others laugh when i popped yvonne and company a silly question-- is global warming a result of globalisation??

mr. andrew gray's really nice~. he got himself actively involved in all issues raised by the two groups and was very encouraging. =)

lately momma dalee and myself've been noticing more of somebody in class and he's none other than mr.nice handwriting. we're talking more to each other this term and he assists me with producing of terrific answers that lecturers look out for whenever i'm arrowed with difficult ones. =)

chatted with wasted while waiting for kc outside MLT8. =) went back with ms.wei after school and wheee we gonna catch InitialD together!!!

deep shit enjoys finding its way to the both of us but somehow the mess'd clear itself eventually we hope it's the same for what we're dealing with at current too... =/

take care strawb!

PS: uncle alfred returned from the States with divine dark chocolates for all of us!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 65: happy happy

2005-06-26T03:49:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

hohoho i hit the bed at 1900hrs sharp and woke up at 0330! =)

as i clicked on the live radio of my favourite station out came one whole string of songs which i like [hee that's what makes me tune in faithfully every sunday night =)], laalaalaa~.

the light box of the bus stop near my place hosts a giant poster of shawn's solo shot of the InitialD movie!!! awww mr.yue's sooo full of charisma hehh. a pity bus188 came a tad too soon i couldn't take pictures of him with his Nissan Skyline GT-R [there's his dashing black Adidas sports suit too!]. =/

anyway i saw ronnie on my way to the DC, and popped over to the hypermarket to top up groceries for daedae after my practice. =) so glad he's feeling much better now, phews phews phews. =)

chongy intends to book a chalet for his 21st birthday~. i wouldn't wanna celebrate mine in such a grand manner but don't know lahh; i remember gorgor mentioned he wouldn't turn his an extensive one previously as well... then again, seriously speaking i do not enjoy basking in too huge a crowd [it's challenging to jest around, even more so when u're the anchor person, ya know] hence chances of me holding a dominant birthday bash're positively low. =)

You are happy, driven, and status conscious.
You want everyone to know how successful you are.
Very logical, you see life as a game of strategy.

A bit of a loner, you prefer to depend on yourself.
You always keep your cool and your composure.
You are a born leader and business person.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

... so and very true [though i ain't quite cut out for business~]!!!

zzz tight strawb!

PS: just found out bout Starhub's free internet sms service now i can save some of my default 500 while still bombarding kc with nonsenses from time to time hehh. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 64: yummy yum!

2005-06-25T09:02:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i woke up early to start on our GBE presentation slides. got myself changed and ventured into the swimming pool after that~.

met up with prisca and ivan in school to head InternationalPlaza together. mr.yeo spun round TanjongPagar thrice before i finally spotted the building. but all the Korean restaurants which we could locate in the vicinity were closed between lunch and dinner hours so we couldn't conduct our field research. =(

rang cousin candy right away for help but she wasn't available via her mobile nor office extension, so i scrolled up my phonebook and reached belinda instead.

"winnie when're u coming back to visit us?!" ms.goh exclaimed before i could actually speak hehh. =)

thks to my dear colleague we found two more Korean restaurants at the area near ChinaSquare and decided to rest our feet in the nicer-looking one. =) ordered side dishes such as kimchi dumplings plus the various types of pancakes, then made ivan accept the parking fees from us four girls cos they're rather costly in the CBD, but he handed us the amount back when he was done with the food and left quickly to meet his friends elsewhere~.

momma alicia prisca and i crossed over to FarEastSquare next and wheee i saw kamen and waved insanely at him! he's spotted a new hairstyle and the lucky man had the company of three pretty models with him. =)

pulled my friends in ChangingAppetite for desserts and we had a really hard time deciding on what to have since everything was just as appealing and enticing haa.=) in the end momma ordered a slice of rum-choco fudge cake while mine was called MonkeyBusiness [there was this huge chunk of choco gelato stuffed in between the slice of banana cake whoohoo!]; as for alicia and prisca they shared a mud pie plus jack iced coffee drink, and we joked and laughed alot together. =)

fortunately my C.A privilege card hasn't expired we could enjoy a 10% off our total bill. =) btw they've got another branch outlet opening soon in the all-new MarinaSquare but it's more of a fusion kind of restaurant rather than the N.Y.D.C-like concept of the one at FarEastSquare. pm says we can check it out one day, yay yay~.

morning strawb!

PS: nearly died when prisca flashed me her UOB TX debit. the size of the mighty card was just as scaled-down as that of a VisaMini [!!!] urghh i'm so going to sign up for an account with the bank! but firstly i gotta check out more regarding the savings plan and then maybe seek the consent of my parents before proceeding with the investment. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 63: yahh dahh yahh dahh

2005-06-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

SCM tutorial today was a super duper challenging one, but we managed to get all eight questions completed on time. =)

there was a communication breakdown between bro bro and i within our GBE project group-- realised we should've swopped the portions which we were working on; i knew nuts bout the brain drain phenomena and had long wanted to do his HR development and vice versa ^slaps forehead^, hohoho~.

shunli contributed some ideas as to what should be included in our street fare menu. we ended the discussion chatting bout hair and stuff hehh. =)

sweet dreams strawb!

PS: bad debts're awfully hard to claim; i've got a $27 one and another $110 to be converted back from Receivables to Cash, blast me please!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 62: 2206

2005-06-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

mr. tang remembered my name and called me twice during ECML practical... once to answer his question and the other to cite an example on domain names hehh. =)

momma and i met up with alicia prisca and ivan after school to work on the questionaire and business description of our project. bickered with mr.yeo cos he kept disagreeing with my views grrr!

sugar sugar dreams strawb!

不能承受的感动 [郑秀文]

谁说　不能承受生命中的感动

我们　拥抱过东京最美丽的梦

你的一双手有多普通　当时我无法形容

放下才明白　爱情有多重

你一路背着我　累到我也学得懂

不够爱我的人　再美丽只是个梦

我的一双眼是为什么　想起你就那么红

你能够痛着对我好　难道我能假装不懂

全世界看不起你　难道我就能对不起你

就是爱看你这样子　样子还有什么关系

全世界看不起你　难道我就能骗我自己

　爱情不只一场欢喜　你不只是一个回忆

拥抱你　我就会舍不得呼吸

谁说　不能承受生命中的感动

我们　拥抱过东京最美丽的梦

我的一双眼　为什么轻轻地想起了你就变得通红

你能够痛着对我好　难道我能假装不懂

全世界看不起你　难道我就能对不起你

就是爱看你这样子　样子还有什么关系

全世界看不起你　难道我就能骗我自己

爱情不只一场欢喜　你不只是一个回忆

拥抱你　我就会舍不得呼吸

爱情让人不分轻重　不能承受的回忆

就留给　东京铁塔保守秘密

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

PS: happy happy birthday rach!

ms.koh's one of the bestest gifts presented to me from whoever above during my four-year stay back in CGS~. i like her for being the very candid person that she is, and rachel's someone whom i can relate alot with. she's always there when i need her as well. =)

though we hardly meet up after our graduation save for the couple of times when we chanced upon each other at places in the west, we didn't drift away much cos she'll sms me to fill me in with updates of what's going on over at her side once a fortnight, and i'll follow suit. =)

... u can't imagine the length of stuff we'd write to each other. it's round five times the maximum three smses which we can send everytime... something equivalent to 460 words, if there're an average of 5characters per word according to my scientific calculator, sufficient to take up an A4-size paper cos i'd jot her msges down~. i know it's rach when the sms alert tone of my mobile starts going off madly hehh. can't believe it myself too haa. =P

just want to say a BIG thank-u to u rachel, for all the stuff u've shared with me, for sharpening my english vocabulary, and for ever so willing to lend me a listening ear [so paisehh to've always kept u occupied u with what's bothering me =/]. =) may our friendship lasts ten twenty thirty years down the road and more... cheers!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 61: all bout logics~

2005-06-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

Once upon a time there were two nuns ... one of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was Sister Logical (SL). It was getting dark and they were still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-six and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.

SL: It's logical. He wants to do us harm.

SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in four minutes at the most! What can we do?

SL: The only logical thing to do is to walk faster.

SM: It's not working.

SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.

SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.

SL: The only logical thing we can do is to split up. You go this way and I'll go that way. He can't follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical. Sister Mathematical reached the convent safe and sound and was worried for Sister Logical. Sister Logical arrived soon after.

SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!

SL: The only logical thing. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me.

SM: Yes, yes! But what went on from there?

SL: The only logical thing. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could.

SM: And ...?

SL: The only logical thing. He reached me.

SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?

SL: The only logical thing. I lifted my dress up.

SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?

SL: The only logical thing. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then?

SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A woman with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down.

... and for those of you who thought it'd be dirty, i'll pray for you!

love ya strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 60: 专属密码

2005-06-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

received a personal email from vivian early in the morning, whoohoo~!

kc showed me the picture of mr.teng which she took the other day, hohoho i must ask her to mms it over to my mobile next time. =)

momma's waterbottle gave way during lunch and got her bag drenched. and i really mean drenched cos when we emptied the contents and lifted the tote upside down lots of water actually came dripping down along as well! so dalee cecilia and myself embarked on the drying job immediately.

drove momma and dalee so mad during GBE and FM [my my, can anyone help me with the module??] lecture they badly wanted to push me to someone who could take me in hand haa. =)

alas certain things're never gonna be the same anymore~...

had fun during mr. andrew gray's tutorial-- made a good impression of myself before our lecturer due to my BIG handwriting, and AA-ed winnie volunteered to present our answers to the rest of the class merrily. =) mr.gray also shared with us some of his insights on the politics in the States [btw he's a hairy angmoh he's got loads of such on his chest!!!]~.

chatted abit with eileen in the evening, and surprise surprise i picked up a phonecall from wq at night. =) haa mr. tyco king never fails to probe bout whether i'm attached whenever we chat, while i choose to keep my relationship status under wraps. =) aries men're the most charming bunch, but they aren't my type-- u gotta be able to grasp what they're thinking round the clock in order to get along really well with them [now u know why i didn't go crazy over my male superior during my internship despite the preference for guys who're much older than i am]. =)

... 分分秒秒　音乐是所有开始

黑黑白白　是非都无法打扰

过去式听得到　心却在未来跑

我的梦　不只年少还有骄傲

分分秒秒　音乐是所有开始

不管多远　累了唱着歌就好

相信是惊叹号　再累我都会笑

我知道　有一天梦一定找到

[Chinese Simplified GB2312]

... if u're still reading this mr. chen, kindly pop ur head out of the vehicle halfway through the parade and put up a victory sign when 9th Aug comes so i can spot u easily from the television yahh?? =)

take care strawb!

PS: happy birthday euphemia! =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 59: sunshine after the rain

2005-06-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

i put on my lacey camisole to school today hee. =)

chongy says "act blur live longer," so i did likewise when mr.conrad conducted his mandatory Q&A session and managed to survive the LCG tutorial in the morning haa~. btw i'm very impressed with mr.conrad cos he's someone full of interesting life experiences [and he's been on a ship for more than four years!]. =)

lunch was a nice one with my pals at fc6, had my favourite oink-oink katsu don and finally saw pineapple hee. =) got totally knocked out during LCG lecture though~...

and at last... mr. boey gave us the green light for our third bid! 've u heard of the famous Shihlin Taiwan Street Snacks before?? =) we gonna set up two similar food kiosks retailing those from Korea laalaalaa~.

"well i must comment that ur buy and go concept's not bad because..."

"we're running out of time already??" silly winnie questioned when mr.boey raised his feedback. haa i'm such an idiot. =P

"nonono," he then listed out one whole chunk of points telling us why the takeaway commerce's much more viable than the dine-in one. and they all sounded pretty reasonable hehh. =) hurray u don't know how happy i was; spent lots of time the night before researching for what we could introduce to our customers u see. =)

alicia and prisca taught us simple hand gestures to put up when carrying out trading in a financial pit, so cool so cool!

wenhua's down with flu... =( rest well my friend and cya around in school!

buhbye strawb!

PS: i'd love to get myself another set of swimsuit so i can visit the pool twice every week. =)

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.

dose 58: funny letter from India!

2005-06-20T11:31:00.000+08:00

dear strawb,

My dear Jagjit,

I am in a well here and hoping you are also in a well there. I am writing this letter slowly, because I know you cannot read fast.

We are not living where we did when you left home. Your dad read in the newspaper that most accidents happen 20 miles from home, so we moved 20 miles. I am not able to send the address, as the last Sardar who stayed here took the house numbers with them for their new house so they would not have to change their address. Hopefully by next week we will be able to take our earlier address plate here, and that our address will remain same too.

This place is really nice. It even has a washing machine, situated right above the toilet. But I am not sure it works too well. Last week I put in 3 shirts, pulled the chain, and haven't seen them since.
The weather here is not too bad. It rained only twice last week. The first time it rained for 3 days and second time for 4 days.

The coat you wanted me to send you, your aunt said it would be a little too heavy to send in the mail with all the metal buttons, so we cut them off and put them in the pocket.

Your father has another job. He has 500 men under him. He is cutting the grass at the cemetery.

By the way, I took Bahu to our club's poolside. The manager is Badmash. He told her that two piece swimming suit is not allowed in his club. We were confused as to which piece we should remove?

Your sister had a baby this morning. I have not found out whether it is a girl or a boy, so I don't know whether you are an aunt or uncle.

Your uncle, Jetinder fell in the nearby well. Some men tried to pull him out, but he fought them off bravely and drowned. We cremated him and he burned for three days.

Your best friend, Balwinder, is no more. He died trying to fulfill his father's last wishes. His father had wished to be buried in the sea after he died. And your friend died while in the process of digging a grave for his father.

There is not much more news this time. Nothing much has happened.

Love, Mom.

P.S : Jagjit, I was going to send you some money but by the time I realized, I had already sealed off this letter.

??!

haahaahaa... =)

good day strawb!

But there's something, Baby that you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I'm dying.